Lyrics I Wish - Reed Deming

I Wish

I’ve always been told to love myself
I try but I can never understand
It’s hard for me to always keep it real
When I don’t like the man I really am
I cover up the holes I can’t fill
Or I hide them in the back of my mind
I over compensate for my flaws
So all that people see is my disguise
I wish that I wasn’t so emotional
I wish that I didn’t always lose control
I’m told I got it good but I think it’s bull
'Cuz I still wish
I wish I was a little bit older, little bit taller
Little little bit bigger, little bit stronger
Little bit wiser, little bit kinder of a heart
I wish I was a little bit tougher, little bit harder
Little bit richer, little bit smarter
I just wanna be a little more of something that I’m not
I just wanna be a little more of something that I’m not
I just wanna be a little more of something that I’m not
Oh, I wish that I’d never shoot and miss
I wish that I would never fake a smile
I wish that I could have my first kiss
I wish I’d fall in love for a while
I wish that I wasn’t so emotional
I wish that I didn’t always lose control
I’m told I got it good but I think it’s bull
'Cuz I still wish
I wish I was a little bit older, little bit taller
Little bit bigger, little bit stronger
Little bit wiser, little bit kinder of a heart
I wish I was a little bit tougher, little bit harder
Little bit richer, little bit smarter
I just wanna be a little more of something that I’m not
I just wanna be a little more of something that I’m not
I just wanna be a little more of something that I’m not
I wish I could say that I wouldn’t change
'Cuz I’m okay, okay with me
But deep down I know
I’m not even close to being someone I wanna be
I wish I could say that I wouldn’t change
'Cuz I’m okay, okay with me
But deep down I know
I’m not even close to being someone I wanna be
I wish I was a little bit older, little bit taller
Little bit bigger, little bit stronger
Little bit wiser, little bit kinder of a heart
I wish I was a little bit tougher, little bit harder
Little bit richer, little bit smarter
I just wanna be a little more of something that I’m not
I just wanna be a little more of something that I’m not
I just wanna be a little more of something that I’m not