Translation of the song lyrics Vertigen - Recoil

Vertigen (original)

Aquell matí em vaig llevar
No recordo on ni tan sols el temps que fa
I tot havia canviat Però jo no ho sabia encara
I mÃ(c)s m’haguÃ(c)s valgut no saber-ho mai
El meu món era petit però suficient abans
Deixà de ser-ho La meva vida un cel particular nul
La incertesa dolç a soledat;
mÃ(c)s tard cau soterrat
Previsibilitat maleïda asfixiant aïllament
Mai res no m’havia fet tanta falta
Ni la sang que per les venes em corre
No necessitava amb la mateixa urgència
Mentre el dolor creixia de sobte
Aquell soroll estrepitós insuportable
Cridant plorant vaig córrer
Era incapaç de sentir els meus crits
De segur esgarrifosos
De sobte l’abisme s’obrí sota els meus peus
Morir volia Recuperar el meu cau
La meva estimada soledat
Els meus llimbs la meva preuada illa
I vaig caure Queia
Sentient me cada vegada mÃ(c)s prop d’aquell horror
Del meu propi dolor
Del mÃ(c)s terrorífic despertar dels meus sentits
Tot just acabat de descobrir
Ja no recordo quan va ser que vaig despertar
Aquell fatídic matí aleshores Salvador
No recordo quan fa que estic caient que caic
Veient la fi mÃ(c)s propera
Cada vegada però amb la incertesa
De si mai arribarÃ
Ara el dolor sembla no tenir límits
El dolor i la por són tot el que sento
Tinc por de caure per sempre

(translation)

I woke up that morning
I don’t remember where even the weather is
And everything had changed. But I didn't know it yet
And I wish I had never known
My world was small but old enough
My life ceased to be a null private sky
Uncertainty sweetens loneliness;
later it falls underground
Damn predictability suffocating isolation
I've never missed a thing
Not even the blood that runs through my veins
He did not need it with the same urgency
As the pain suddenly grew
That unbearable roaring noise
Screaming and crying I ran
I could not hear my cries
Surely creepy
Suddenly the abyss opened beneath my feet
I wanted to die Recovering my lair
My dear loneliness
My limbo my precious island
And I fell Queia
Feeling we have 'Run out of gas' emotionally
From my own pain
From the most terrifying awakening of my senses
Just discovered
I no longer remember when I woke up
That fateful morning then Salvador
I don’t remember when it makes me fall I fall
Seeing the end is near
But always with uncertainty
If it never comes
Now the pain seems to have no limits
Pain and fear are all I feel
I am afraid of falling forever