Lyrics Abandoned - Recode the Subliminal

Abandoned

Carry this around
Can’t escape anxiety
Hopelessness surrounds
Can’t release it’s hold on me
Wandering abandonded, to shadows I keep
Bound to the alleys and empty streets
Weak to move on as I keep on looking back
Betrayed by myself
Give me a reason to live
Or a second chance to be desired
Always on the run
I can feel their eyes on me
Can’t trust anyone
And why should they have trust in me
God, what have I done?
This wasn’t how it’s supposed to be
I didn’t have a choice
Augmented life was forced on me
Falling apart, I just want to be numb
Strung out on meds, what have I become?
Give me a reason to keep on looking back
Betrayed by myself
Give me a reason to live
Or a second chance to be desired
My love, my love
I witness the beatings
The hate without meaning
I’m losing the strength to fight
I’m fighting the pain
As I cover my shame
And I’m losing the strength to go on
As I reach for the sky
And beg for an answer
I scream to the night
It echoes in silence
It withers in the cold
It suffocates the soul
And reminds me of the truth
That we’re all alone
Betrayed by myself
Give me a reason to live
Or a second chance to be desired
My love (Give me a reason to live)
My love