| It’s crazy
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| I ain’t even recorded a song in months
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| Just been going through it
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| I don’t know if I can stomach the shit that I’m going through
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| I just lost a couple bros to the streets that I’m deep in too
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| Gotta watch the way I talk on the phone always
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| And my girl don’t get it, snitching on the low on me
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| Got a son to feed, that lil' youngin' look up to me
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| They tryna starve me, gotta put all my enemies under feet
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| Hurricane in my DNA undefeated, got thunder teeth
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| I was made in Vegas, pops is from the D, I’m from the sea
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| I remember having hunger pains, we all lived on the street
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| We would listen to the songs I made focusing on our dreams
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| Told my team we would make it out, long as we just believed
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| Few of my people is still down, most of 'em left in disbelief
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| Lack of patience, lack of self control, lackin' the loyalty
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| In the court they makin' jesters and laughin' at royalty
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| This is my life, this ain’t a game, I been sparin' y’all from the flame
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| How you my wife but when it rain you rethinking the vows you made?
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| Forever don’t last as long as it used to
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| All the wrongs I’m getting used to
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| All of the lies, I can’t tell who’s true
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| You lie to me so you think I do it too
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| Forever don’t last as long as it used to
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| All the wrongs I’m getting used to
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| All of the lies, I can’t tell who’s true
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| You lie to me so you think I do it too
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| I been off at war, fighting bullets with my hands and swords
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| I know that mental illness is a sickness, I don’t have a cure
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| But I’m lookin' for it, PTSD is all around me
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| You see my smile but look deep through the tracks, take another look
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| I’d be lying to you right now if I said I wasn’t shook
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| My mama say she worried 'bout me, she textin' if I’m okay
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| Grandma say if I don’t change soon then the Lord is gonna spank
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| I wanna run away at times I can’t handle another weight
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| They say that love is patient, love is kind
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| What I seen, love is pain
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| Then if that threshold gets fucked there’s a thin line between love and hate
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| But you won’t feel the beauty if you don’t ever get it unafraid
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| My girl goes crazy when she gets angry, says shit she shouldn’t say
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| That lights a dark spot in my heart where people have given me hate
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| Then I don’t trust it at all but I have hope so then it fucks it all
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| Then I believe in these people that secretly pray I fuckin' fall
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| I don’t understand how they can do the things they do but fuck 'em all
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| Forever don’t last as long as it used to
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| All the wrongs I’m getting used to
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| All of the lies, I can’t tell who’s true
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| You lie to me so you think I do it too
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| Forever don’t last as long as it used to
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| All the wrongs I’m getting used to
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| All of the lies, I can’t tell who’s true
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| You lie to me so you think I do it too |