| Even if I knew which way the wind was blowing
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| Even if I knew this road would lead me home
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| Even if I knew for once where I was going
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| I’m lost out here without you
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| Rocking the baby by that window there
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| Planting tomatoes in the yard
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| Naked by the mirror putting up your hair
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| Baby, it’s hard
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| When the kids came to see you for the last time
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| I told them not to bring the children
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| The husbands, or the wife
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| I said, «Just the blood this time. |
| Just the blood.»
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| They asked to be alone with you
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| So I left them alone, but I didn’t go far
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| They said, «Has he been drinking again?
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| He stumbled at the door
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| He can’t take care of himself, Mama
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| We can’t do this anymore.»
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| You said, «Hush up, children
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| Let me breathe
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| I’ve been listening to you all your life
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| Are they hungry, are they sick?
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| What is it they need?
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| Now it’s your turn to listen to me
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| «I was young when we met
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| And afraid of the world
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| Now it’s he who’s afraid
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| And I’m leaving
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| «Make sure he sleeps in his bed at night
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| Don’t let him sleep in that chair
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| If he holds out his hand to you, hold it tight
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| If that makes you uncomfortable
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| Or if it embarrasses you
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| I don’t care.»
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| Even if I knew which way the wind was blowing
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| Even if I knew this road would lead me home
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| Even if I knew for once where I was going
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| I’m lost out here
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| Baby, I’m lost out here
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| I’m lost out here without you |