| Cool so, Saturday 12th of May
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| 2:4- oh my bad 2:37
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| 169 in the studio
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| I can tell when someone’s jealous of me
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| The evil look in their eyes
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| They won’t support you if they feel like you’re above them
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| The only reason why they don’t wanna see you shine
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| I see a lot of things on my timeline
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| People think I’m here for a short period of time
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| If you think that’s true, then you’re losing your mind
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| Nothing worth having comes easy in life
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| If it comes easy then it won’t last long
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| I guess that’s why they fell off after one song
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| Niggas get cut if they ain’t on what I’m on
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| Invite them to a show and they all tag along
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| Invite them to a meeting still see if they want to come
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| Trust me, nobody comes
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| The difference between me and them
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| I know a lot of people, I haven’t got a lot of friends
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| If you lie once then, you’ll probably lie again
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| It doesn’t make sense
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| The same ones on Twitter are the ones that are in ends
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| Trying to find a way out
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| Shes gone by 10 AM
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| And I gotta got paid now
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| I ain’t playing games now
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| If you got a problem then we coming straight round
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| I said if you got a problem then we coming straight round
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| We all live and learn
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| Tables get turned, bridges get burnt but money never gets returned
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| People only show up when they know you’ve got perks
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| How do you curse the ne that gave birth
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| I know I shouldn’t say it but i’m gonna say it
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| I still love my ex right down to the earth
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| If you want me show me how much you’re worth
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| Be careful how you spend all the money that you earn
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| Everything I have in my life I deserve
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| Everything I have in my life I’m so grateful
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| Once upon a time I needed help I wasn’t stable
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| Now I don’t speak I put money on the table
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| Last year my life was so painful
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| I was very wasteful
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| I wasn’t faithful
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| And I wasn’t able to get all them things that I wanted on the shelf
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| My mum needed support but I really couldn’t help
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| My ends don’t want the best for me
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| Sometimes I think my own friends don’t want the best for me
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| Many guys will draw me out and test me
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| Many guys talk online but they don’t roll
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| They ain’t got the same energy
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| It’s jokes cause I’m not where I’m meant to be
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| If I see you it’s meant to be
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| And tell your girl stop texting cause she’ll never have sex with me
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| And if we do, she won’t forget me
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| Look
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| I wanna know the reason why these people don’t like me
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| A black boy 21 providing for his mum
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| I guess that’s the reason why these people don’t like me
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| Cause I’ve done all the shit that they fucking ain’t done
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| I’ve done all the shit that they fucking can’t do
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| My whole squad come through
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| And leave your yard empty like it’s Black Friday sale
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| On my life you better think about your moves
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| Dreadful
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| I started getting replies off of girls that aired when
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| I was doing «I'm on my grind»
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| Incredible
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| Same girl that said my music’s demonic said she wants to make some time
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| Eventful
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| I just got a text from your girl and she’s saying that I’ve crossed her mind
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| Mental
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| Keep testing my patience I swear I’ll lose my mind
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| I stopped explaining myself when I realized people only understand from their
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| level of perception
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| I clocked that certain man don’t like how my life’s changed
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| And how I’m the center of attention
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| I got too much pressure on me right now
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| I ain’t got time for all the love and affection
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| Something bad and you’re all in my mention
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| But something good where you gone that’s the question
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| Normally people don’t hate you, they hate your success
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| But with me people hate me and they hate my success
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| Maybe it’s because it took me quicker than the rest
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| Before I touched high school I was running on my own legs
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| Now I’m 21 and I’m running with my heart
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| I wasn’t doing things that kids should be doing
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| Cause my dad weren’t around and he never played his part
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| Every single day I was looking out the window
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| Waiting for him to turn a corner
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| But he broke my heart and made me cry and made me realize
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| Girls don’t want me for me
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| But that’s just how it is
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| See
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| You think I asked for this
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| You don’t know what I done to get half of this
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| Ask my fucking nigga Lawrence he can vouch for it
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| If the number ain’t saved I don’t answer it |
| You stabbed me in my back
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| 9 through stitches then I gave back chasing money and bitches
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| Started chasing my dream
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| Why do you think many guys never succeeded
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| Jealousy and greed
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| And my mum said that you are what you eat
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| I made time for loads of people but they threw it back at me
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| So now I’m selfish with my time
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| But it’s ironic that I’ve got time for all these girls that shouldn’t have time
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| I shouldn’t have a headache but ever since I started doing music properly I’ve
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| had one every fucking day
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| I shouldn’t be bad but how do you expect me to have all them things my mum
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| couldn’t have
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| That’s the reason why I’ve done things I shouldn’t have
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| I ask God to guide me
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| But I still feel trapped
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| And I don’t know what I want from this anymore
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| And I don’t wanna girlfriend anymore
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| And I ain’t got time to see my friends anymore
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| A lot is happening behind closed doors
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| I feel drained and I ain’t eating properly
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| I’m startin' to have problems mentally
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| The other day I just copped a Monclear
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| But it didn’t feel right cause my vision’s still cloudy |