Lyrics 3am - RAC, Katie Herzig

3am

3 AM and he’s still out
He says it’s to distract himself
He never was a drinker
4 AM and he’ll head home
The one place he don’t wanna go
Forever overthinking
I left him in ruins
And that’s what ruins me
But somehow I knew that
He could ruin me
5 AM the sun will rise
But darkness never leaves the sky
We used to light up the room
6 AM another girl, another face his mind will blur, we were too much too soon
I left him in ruins
And that’s what ruins mean
But somehow I knew that
That he could ruin me
If I ever loved you, if I ever loved you
You’ll never know
If I ever told you, if I ever told you
You’ll never know
You’ll never know
Call it calamity
Call it betrayed
If this were a better world
He’d call my his angel
If I ever loved you, if I ever loved you
You’ll never know
If I ever told you, if I ever told you
You’ll never know
You’ll never know
Call it calamity
Call it betrayed
If this were a better world
He’d call me his angel
Another night beneath the sheets
Waiting for his heart to beat
It used to be so loud, so bright
3 AM I heard him say
I love you my nightmare
But he won’t be sleeping
No he won’t be sleeping tonight