| I’m wondering about the horrors in the world that we witness
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| And what’s the purpose of our babies being born into sickness
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| My cold world of stalactites and spikes of icicles
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| In a house of disease and handicap blind cripples
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| I watched half my family die, the shit we been through
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| I lost my brother, my sister, my cousin, my nephew
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| I watched the hearse come when my sister lost her first son
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| The tragedies in life are the lessons that we learn from
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| We’re all wondering (Yeah)
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| How to believe (How to believe)
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| We’re all wondering
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| How to believe
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| We’re all won-
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| A freshman girl named Jenny had a school crush
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| She hit up his Facebook She finally got the guts
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| To her surprise he replied and he asked to meet up
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| And he was fast hands all on her she couldn’t keep up
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| (We're all won-)
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| She said slow down he said no way it’s about to go down
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| Jenny tried to push him off he shoved her to the ground
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| She tried to bite him and fight him with nowhere to run, hide
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| He overpowered her and pounded and thrusted inside
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| He busted inside tonight a piece of Jennifer died
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| When he was done she walked away as she stumbled and cried
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| Don’t want the papers to name her or a neighborhood to shame her
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| She didn’t tell her parents she was scared that they would blame her
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| A month went by depression and self-hatred
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| Seeing flashbacks of being forcefully penetrated
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| The face of the rapist in her brain she can’t take it
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| Looking through a drawer for a razorblade but not to shave with
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| (We're all won-won-won)
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| Her blood leaked down the sink faucet
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| Her life ended still the rape was never reported
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| That’s why the rapist coward was never outed
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| In fact he remained free and even bragged about it
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| Told his friends about this hot fling with this hot thing
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| Around town he was the man, the school jock, prom king
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| The nerve with him, woman in town they worshipped him
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| The worst part is that Jenny was only his first victim
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| We’re all wondering
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| How to believe (How to believe)
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| We’re all wondering (Yeah, yeah)
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| How to believe (How to believe)
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| Yo
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| Now our parents are pill popping unapologetic and the neighborhoods are
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| infested, the heroin epidemic
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| And little Eric started cutting classes and then the heroin entered his
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| bloodstream through his nasal passage
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| And every time his mom looked inside his eyes she would cry
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| Beady eyed, pupils small, nose runny, mouth dry
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| Picking scabs off his body everyday getting high
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| Glory of the euphoria nausea when it’s missing
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| No Resistin' the itchin' for a fixin' of the addiction
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| His momma looking through his baby pictures and reminiscin'
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| So his mom got him rehab, it got him sober
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| He went back to high school tryin' to get his diploma
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| It appeared this nightmare might be finally over
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| Then he sniffed a bad batch and He fell into a coma
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| Six months in a vegetative state no closure
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| Complications in his lungs then he died from Pneumonia
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| Mommas baby boy born innocent and wholesome
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| Used to change his diapers and breastfeed him and hold him
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| She reminisce of little league when Eric hit a home run
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| Why should a mother have to live to bury her own son I’m wondering
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| We’re all wondering
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| How to believe (How to believe)
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| We’re all wondering (Yeah, yeah)
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| How to believe (Yeah)
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| We’re all wondering
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| How to believe (How to believe)
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| We’re all won- |
Song information On this page you can read the lyrics of the song Wondering (How To Believe) , by - R.A. The Rugged Man. Song from the album All My Heroes Are Dead, in the genre Рэп и хип-хоп