| Yo yo yo
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| I can’t believe the way I’m feeling
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| I wake up still poor plus the pain that exists ain’t never healing
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| (Day by day) day by day goes by time is wasted
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| My situation make me want to take a permanent vacation
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| I’d die for my pride plus I’m tired
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| I got no more respect left for the people in the past that I admired
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| (I'm not shit) I’m not shit (I'm not shit)
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| I won’t be shit (I won’t be shit)
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| I eat shit, I cut my veins and then I bleed shit
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| Plus kid, no man can be trusted
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| I lusted for the spare custard
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| I see the mirror close, fist got busted
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| I get no bitches cause I’m broke
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| The last bitch I had fucked my crew and tried to play me like a joke
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| It’s getting closer to my big hour
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| I bought my first gun at SIG Sauer
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| Y’all know it’s the only way to get power
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| But I ain’t shit
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| Even with this gat, I ain’t shit (I ain’t shit)
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| Ten years down the line the same shit (I ain’t shit)
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| I blame myself but at the same time blame society
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| If yo ass don’t know me then yo ass shouldn’t be trying me
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| Put the stick in my pants and grabbed the switchblade
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| That I got from my man the Harley Davidson rider
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| Better known as One-Eyed-Jake the Suffolk County biker
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| (I can’t deal with this shit no more yo, oh man)
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| I start to feel the shit
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| I see this clique, they think they ill as shit
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| But they won’t think they ill when I start killing shit
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| Hey na na na now
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| (Why did my life have to be this way?)
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| Hey na na na now
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| Now let’s get back to business
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| Witness the finish, shit is menace
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| Being broke make motherfuckers turn to sinners
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| I go to Smithaven Mall to see if anybody wants some
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| Anybody want some? |
| But this is gonna cost 'em
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| I walk in the sneaker store
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| My ass is about to get raw
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| Look at my watch it’s a quarter past four
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| My mind’s blank, flipping, shitting
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| This the dead zone
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| I see this Spanish kid listening to reggae on his headphones
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| I grabbed him, snatched him backwards
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| Smacked him, he tried to react, it’s when I was tempted to put a cap in him
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| But I didn’t, I figured it was best if he was living
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| Pulled the SIG out everyone inside the store started shitting
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| I made everybody in the spot get down on they fours
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| I made a 300 pound woman strip down to her drawers
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| It was sickening, I couldn’t believe what I was doing
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| My life is ruined at the age of 22
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| And it’s for real, trying to find the spot the safe is
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| Cannot escape this, I’m scared to be in jail with all the rapists
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| I tried to rule the world but I blew it
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| I gave the fat naked bitch the gun to kill me, she wouldn’t do it
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| So I took the gun back and beat her down
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| I gotta find a place to creep now (I gotta be out)
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| Yo, yo
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| This where my shit stops
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| I turned around, surrounded by six cops
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| Put the clip in my SIG, got six shots
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| They made my skull almost cave in for misbehaving
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| It’s cause I chickened out and threw the gun down and gave in
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| I had no respect on the outside
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| But now I got less respect on the inside (inside)
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| I tried to rule the world but I blew it
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| Wishing I was dead but I still don’t got the guts to do it |