| My world was a broken scene and a broken home
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| Broken dreams, and an open throne
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| My world my mother doing her best at avoiding doom
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| Me and my brother sleep on a cot in the boiler room
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| My world was a lineup for welfare getting food stamps
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| And moms working at shit jobs to feed her two champs
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| My world was my cousin leaving the earth in a Hurst
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| And my pops reappearing only to make matters worse
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| My world was watching dad beating up on mama
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| Brining his girlfriend to the house increase the drama
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| My world was divided once mom broke out
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| Took Jay with her and left me a mind full of doubt
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| My world was discovering the bullshit sittin broke
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| With dad smoking and sniffing coke with different folks
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| My world was stealing from grandma for dads bad habits
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| And my cousin John died a heroine addict
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| My world was a beat down for bad answers
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| And I plotted dads murder, God knows I had chances
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| My world was a stepmother three years older then me
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| God was at the door, the Devil was holding the key
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| We all got a story to tell and here’s mine
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| Told ma the rhyme, she was on the phone tears crying
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| Can’t imagine why I’m against incredible odds
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| Wrote a complaint letter and sent it to god
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| I never asked to be born, but I’ve asked to die
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| Never asked for this shit, so I’m asking why?
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| What’s the purpose of life if you can never prevail?
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| Tell me what should I expect when I was set up to fail?
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| My world became a planet in the dark sky
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| Blood opening the scenes of a shark’s dark eye
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| Bad spirits is following the sun
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| I’ve got voices in my head saying «son you better run»
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| Nine different schools and nine different apartments
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| Made my mind dark but I’m a shine regardless
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| And that’s when the thought of dealing crack came
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| I rhymed just to rhyme as a fan in the rap game
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| My gun in the innocent face that approached us
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| Now the cops surround the cafeteria like roaches
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| They found the .45 and the banana clip
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| But the bundle of crack was hidden under Anna’s tit
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| Written letters to the judge, Mothers talk would work
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| A slap on the wrist and now I’m free to walk the earth
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| But she soon tired and thought that I was hopeless
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| So I had to sleep on D’s couch, I was homeless
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| A peuto rock in a hard place, gotta drill through
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| With a stepdad saying spick I’m gonna kill you
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| I don’t understand why God puts us through pain
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| Cast me in a storm and left me standing in the rain |