| You gots to do this from your heart, meanin' your inner soul
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| Lookin' for peace, yeah, feel my
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| This ain’t the place for my face in light
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| Nah, I rap with a chip on my shoulder
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| You gots to do this from your heart, meanin' your inner soul
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| Lookin' for peace, yeah, feel my
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| This ain’t the place for my face in light
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| Nah, I rap with a chip on my shoulder
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| Look I’m doubtful at times, not down on my luck
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| Been stuck since I left the grey town I grew up in
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| Now uptown bound, I should seize opportunities but don’t know what to do with
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| these sounds of production
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| And a mouthful of rhymes, for what then
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| I’m rhyming for, guess I’ma ninetyfour connoisseur
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| With an acquired taste for life that don’t apply today
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| So in my mind I’m constantly forced to fight a silent war
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| And I ain’t taking it light, staying up late nights like unable to write
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| It’s not a day that goes by that I’m thinking to my self
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| A pay roll is better than the turntables and mics
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| What am I doing to keep on moving or leave
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| To keep on snoozing or pursue what I dream of doing
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| I mean, I might as well embody the melancholy that dwell inside,
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| than reproduce what I fiend for
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| Sometimes I wonder why I’m sticking around for
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| Lookin' for peace, yeah, feel my
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| (I got doubt, I got doubt, I got doubt)
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| Pacing back and forth, unable to feel
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| Gots to do this from your heart, meanin' your inner soul
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| (I got doubt, I got doubt, I got doubt)
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| Dealing with doubt, when they pray on my downfall
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| No doubt
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| (I got doubt, I got doubt, I got doubt)
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| But in the end end up going back to what’s real
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| (No doubt, and no doubt and no doubt)
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| So you are ego and no doubt, you’ve never been an artist
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| For me it’s been a part of this journey ever since it started
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| Back in the 90's, no doubt, Gwen Stefani
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| I was mad inspired, but could I MC? |
| Probably
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| Guess so, 'cause there was always that next show
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| And the quest for the best flow but always that stress thought
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| Am I really making the most out of this?
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| Am I really loud enough? |
| Can I make it count enough?
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| Ain’t nothing changed, the same aim but same doubtfulness
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| Countless stuff, money never made enough
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| Raising kids and breaking up
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| Have some girl problems but don’t feel bad for me, son
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| I got 99 problems, but them chicks just one
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| Like I’m chilling with this fresh dame but thinking about the next
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| Just got over my ex, but my ex ex still get me stressed and
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| Now my triple ex texting (Damn)
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| Guess I love to love 'em, but loose 'em second guessing
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| Now that’s doubt
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| Sometimes I wonder why I’m sticking around for
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| Lookin' for peace, yeah, feel my
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| (I got doubt, I got doubt, I got doubt)
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| Pacing back and forth, unable to feel
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| Gots to do this from your heart, meanin' your inner soul
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| (I got doubt, I got doubt, I got doubt)
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| Dealing with doubt, when they pray on my downfall
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| No doubt
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| (I got doubt, I got doubt, I got doubt)
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| But in the end end up going back to what’s real
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| (No doubt, and no doubt and no doubt)
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| On a coaster, I’m writing this in permanent ink
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| Under the blue skies turning purple and pink
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| Thinking, for what it’s worth, 'til I’m certain that things work
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| Meanwhile my shrink keeps serving me drinks
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| Is it worth the work when I’m coming through to prove myself ten fold
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| Co-dependent on a number two pencil, it’s mental, I sleep on a couch
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| I guess I’m just dealing with doubt
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| Now going back to her, now was it really the right choice
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| I’m not feeling whoops of joy, from neither sides, so I’m doubtful That I can
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| deal with the white noise and static from her previous life, it be the downfall
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| Or is this why I’m dealing with doubt?
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| On a daily basis tryna make it dreaming of clout
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| Without sleeping, on cloud nine, yet another season
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| Where I let the weekends even it out
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| Sometimes I wonder why I’m sticking around for
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| Lookin' for peace, yeah, feel my
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| (I got doubt, I got doubt, I got doubt)
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| Pacing back and forth, unable to feel
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| Gots to do this from your heart, meanin' your inner soul
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| (I got doubt, I got doubt, I got doubt)
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| Dealing with doubt, when they pray on my downfall
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| No doubt
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| (I got doubt, I got doubt, I got doubt)
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| But in the end end up going back to what’s real
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| (No doubt, and no doubt and no doubt) |