Lyrics Conundrums - Pandaraps

Conundrums

Common conundrum of man
Good people question if they is one
While bad assume good
And disregard the tallied victims
Think it’s pretty hard livin', knowing father was the ladder
Wonder if my blood go splatter
Would it pollock?
Or not matter at all?
If I fall, will you catch me?
Or will you let me go?
Well I guess I’ll never know
Lest I trust you with my soul
Well I guess I’ll never know
Lest I trust you with my soul
But see, I’m so good at hiding it
So good at hiding it
I don’t think we need to shine a light on it
Think my heart prolly better off in its itty bitty box
Where the sun don’t shine and you can’t see all its scars
It’s a dark dark world when your lights turned off
And a chance don’t feel worth taking anymor
See, I’m so walled off that my walls got walls
So if you jump one defnse you end up in a hall
But if I fall, will you catch me?
Or will you let me go?
Well I guess I’ll never know
Lest I trust you with my soul
Well I guess I’ll never know
Lest I trust you with my soul
All I got the pieces to give
All I got the pieces
All I know I’m evil as shit
I’m the bad people
My pops blood course through my veins
I hope it clots
My heart in a box nowadays
I hope it stops
It’s a dark dark world when all you got is all your thoughts and your inner
demons start to look alit more Like your gods
All I see is false deities who promise I land, inside the glory of god,
but the conundrum of man
Got me thinking different
I wonder if I is one
I’m so afraid that I isn’t
Like I’m missing tallied victims
'Cause my mother once told me
Me and pops are quite similar
And that got me scared shit
So even if you wanna hold my souls tight
I can’t give it, 'cause like father like son right?