Lyrics Dull - Olivia O.

Dull

The dogs in the yard
Are barkin loudly
I can hear it fine
My ears
Are hurting
Noises
All around me
Are so big
They bounce in my head
All this food is making me sick
Nothing in my bed
Nothing in my fridge
Nothing in my chest
I’m dulling out
I will not stop i will not stop it
I’m dulling out
I will not i will not
I feel it still
The claws in my brain trying to remember
But i’m too dull
To recall what it was i wanted to not forget
I’m dulling out
Overstimulated
Unprepared for the consequences of my actions
I feel myself
Dulling out
My senses are getting weaker
My sense of self is growing smaller
The moths that used to crowd me
Are no longer attracted to my glow
They’ve found something brighter
Than what they used to know
I can feel my brain as it gets older
Sense my hair turning grey
At roots
I will not cover them
I will not cover
I’m dulling out
I will not stop i will not stop it
I’m dulling out
I will not i will not
I feel it still
The claws in my brain trying to remember
But i’m too dull
To recall what it was i wanted to not forget
The crows have come
They’re singing softly
They can see i’ll be there soon
They can smell it on my breath
Im dulling out
Im dulling out