Lyrics 4 am Insecurities - Olivia O.

4 am Insecurities

The story you’re about to hear is true
Only the names have been changed, to protect the innocent
And it’s so hard to feel alive
When you’ve been sleepin' so long
The feelings came on too strong
So you let 'em go
You let 'em go
And I keep messin' up
I keep messin' up
I keep runnin' away
I keep leavin'
I keep makin' mistakes over and over again
But you keep forgivin' me
You keep forgivin' me
Over and over again
I don’t deserve it, I don’t
And I have felt the same for so long
That’s why I forgot what it feels like to feel different
I don’t have any talents, just floating along
Why do people still like me when
I’m dripping and cold
And I keep messin' up
I keep messin' up
I keep runnin' away
I keep leavin'
I keep makin' mistakes over and over again
But you keep forgivin' me
You keep forgivin' me
Over and over again
I don’t deserve it, I don’t
And you always said
Life’s like a crash test
You don’t know what’s gonna happen till it hits
— «If someone does evil, if I have done evil, must I get evil back?»
— «An eye for an eye, and a tooth for a tooth.»
— «That's what you believe?»
— «Why, yes, I believe that.»