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Disown

Bury the past
I pray for new temporality, guilt has surrounded me
I didn’t ask for all the mistakes that were holding me back
But I knew that the die had been cast
And now he is sitting there staring at me wanting pity
Now isn’t it fitting?
We’re even, you feel me?
I’m drowning him now
Tossing my shadow to flames, I’m sick of being the same
Sick of just being too weak to succeed and becoming content with the pain
Denying the bane, I am the catalyst trying to trigger the change
Look in the mirror I’m seeing him clearer, but all that I have distain
Down in a hole
You got me manic;
I’m stuck in a panic
I’m on my own
I’m not sure where I was going to go
Don’t stay, the longer you’re breathing the longer I’m feeling
I’m not me, the fake in the mirror I’m turning back into a weakling
I refuse, I disown you
I thought I learned that the cost of the gain would be losing all that I abuse
You’ve been a parasite for so damn long
I won’t be better off until you’re gone
I’m ripping you out of my skin hoping the demon within gather his kin
Fiends that were burrowed within, the ritual can now begin
Down in a hole
You got me manic;
I’m stuck in a panic
I’m on my own
I’m not sure where I was going
But I turned around
Left all my dark days for the life on the highway
Flex on me now
Hate that I was you, but now I don’t need you
All I’ve gone through, I disown you
My life’s brand new, I don’t need you
Tired of fuckin up, I am now coming up
Really just don’t give a shit
The man in the mirror’s the one I’ve been fearing
‘Cus he is the demon within