Lyrics Confide - Notions

Confide

Bones ice-cold to the core
Bottles filled with ice-cold water from the store
Thinking way too much about the past when I’m alone
Life is on the road, but Imma always think of home
Mama says my actions are so thoughtless, but promises were forgotten
I’m bad at just being honest, how selfish I’ve really gotten
Tell my mama she deserved a better son
Tell my father one day he’ll be proud of what I’ve done
All I can say is that I hope that you think I’m alright
As bright as I am in the daytime, I’m hollow at night
And I really can’t stay
You’re my home, I’m on fire
I can’t say that I am alright, so we fight
To live in the daytime and fall out at night
Mama always told me my difference would make me beautiful
I know its true;
I just can’t help but feel like I’m pitiful
Tell my family sorry that I caused ‘em so much grief
Tell my sisters sorry they’re related to a thief
I just don’t deserve the love I’m sittin' steady saturating
Threw my life away for this music, I’m just infatuated
Thank you for your patience I know that you been frustrated with me
I just know that soon enough you’ll see what I’ve created really
All I can say, is that I’m sick of the way that we fight each time
I recede to the shadows where I can confide
And I feel it each day
I’m so cold, I’m alone, I don’t think there’s no healing in sight this time
Now I seem on the verge of just saying goodbye