| They said the second record can be tricky
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| Well, that’s kind of funny, 'cause I am not trippin'
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| My fans—they know what it is and they with me
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| Yeah, I ain’t the type that’s gon' ride with the semi
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| I came from a town with three lights and no city
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| I’ve been doing shows for nothin' but pennies
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| When I leave the stage, they never forget me
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| Mansion was a glimpse of my life
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| I let you see what it’s like to be in my head
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| People ask me what I think I think I’d be doin'
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| If it wasn’t music, I’d rather be dead, agh!
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| You heard what I said, that was like me at a three
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| You don’t wanna see me at ten
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| Or maybe you do
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| I promise if that is the case, then that is what y’all gonna get
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| If you’re looking for music with watered down lyrics
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| I promise that you need to go somewhere else
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| And if you want somebody to tell you everything
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| That you wanna hear, I won’t be any help
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| This flow is familiar, I think I heard it before
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| Yeah, I made it myself!
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| I left the door open to come in my mansion
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| But I never said it’s a beautiful house
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| Some of y’all sat on the porch
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| Looked at my windows and stared at my door
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| They ask me if I’m gonna kill it this record
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| I laugh in their face and I ask 'em, «Do you see the blood on the floors?»
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| «He's at it again»
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| «NF is crazy, he’s bad for the kids»
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| «He never talks about nothing but him»
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| «And my friends say, 'He's kind of a diva.'»
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| Well, you need to get some new friends
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| I’m as chill as it gets
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| 'Til I get on the stage and flip on the switch
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| And I go to a place where nobody is
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| If you bring up my name in a song, that’s something that you will regret
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| Learned a lot in a year
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| I remember the shows when no one was there
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| I remember the shows when nobody cared
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| Some people in front of me laughing like, «He isn’t going nowhere.»
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| It’s funny now, isn’t it?
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| This type of life isn’t how I envisioned it
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| This type of life, it just ain’t how I pictured it
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| I’m in the back of the tour bus
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| Tryin' to FaceTime my family, it’s different
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| Not what you think it is
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| Write a review, tell me what you think of this
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| Give me three stars and call me an idiot
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| But to be honest, it don’t make a difference
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| I know some people don’t get it
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| But you have now entered a therapy session
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| If you don’t like music that’s personal
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| I have no clue what you people are doin' here, might as well throw out the
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| record
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| I pull up a chair, I talk to my music like nobody’s there
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| Only person I judge is the one in the mirror
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| And lately, he ain’t doin' well
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| I don’t need y’all in my ear
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| I’m tired of hearin' it
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| You call it music, I call her my therapist
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| She keep on telling me I have been carryin'
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| Way too much baggage, I need to take care of it
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| I know she’s right, but, man, it’s embarrassing
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| Music has raised me more than my parent did
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| Take out a picture of us and I stare at it
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| Who am I kiddin'? |
| You probably ain’t hearin' this
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| Show me an artist you wanna compare me with
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| You put us both on a track, I’ma bury 'em
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| Give me the shovel, it’s 'bout to get scarier
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| None of you want it with rap, who you staring at?
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| I see you got beats, but where is the lyrics at?
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| NF is the logo, you know I’ve been wearin' that
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| Don’t come to my show and be sittin' that very back
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| I call you out in the crowd like, «There he is!»
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| Thought I’d be happy, it feels like I’m cursed
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| It’s hard to be clean when you play in the dirt
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| You gave me this place to go when I’m hurtin'
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| I thought it’d get better, but it’s getting worse
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| And I got nobody to blame when I work
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| Like 24/7, I ain’t been to church
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| And Satan keep callin' me, he tryna flirt
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| I hang up the phone, these are more than just words
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| I drive on that highway and listen to Mansion
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| I look up to God like, «When did this happen?»
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| Yellin' with all of my fans to wake up
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| But feel like I haven’t
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| I get emotional, I didn’t plan this
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| I’m doing things I never imagined
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| I’m sorry, but I gotta leave
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| I don’t wanna be late for my therapy session, agh! |