| Yeah, holding back
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| Yeah, I’ve always been good at that, unattached (Yeah)
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| Waiting for what’s coming next
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| Things I know I should address
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| I feel more together when I am a mess (Whoa)
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| That’s for moments that just came and went
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| Made amends with you, then you overstepped
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| That’s a line you never shoulda crossed
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| You got no respect
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| Stop with all the threats
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| Like the more I get to know you, I just know you less (Yeah)
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| 'Nother city I don’t know well
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| Feeling too much like my old self
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| Backsliding, backsliding
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| Got me in the sad feels, got me at a standstill
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| Too much time alone is when it gets real (Ah)
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| Future doesn’t pop up, then the past will
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| Outside, that’s the rear view
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| Now I’m going downhill (Yeah)
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| Don’t know who I’m close with
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| Going through the motions
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| Don’t know who to trust when I (Yeah)
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| I lie to myself and I, I can’t handle it
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| Why do I waste so much time on things that I can’t fix?
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| All these things I hold inside I just can’t forget
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| Thought that I could let this go
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| But I ain’t know that it would be like this, yeah
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| Like this (Like this)
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| I ain’t know that it would be like this
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| Yeah, like this
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| I ain’t know that it would be like this
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| Yeah, maybe I’m impossible to be with
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| I know that you got a thousand reasons
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| You prolly wanna leave, but don’t know how, yeah
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| I don’t hear a thing when you yell
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| Guess you like to hear your own voice, yeah
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| Got me standing here with no choice
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| I see they tryna guess, they got me all wrong
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| Look, I’m doing my best to try to stay calm
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| But I can’t deal (Can't deal)
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| Feeling too much like my old self
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| Backsliding, backsliding
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| I just let the phone ring
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| We ain’t even close, please
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| Throwing out opinions from the nosebleeds (Ayy, yeah)
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| Lot of issues that you don’t see
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| Texts that I just won’t read
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| Play it off, it cuts deep though
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| When I don’t know who I’m close with
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| Going through the motions
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| Don’t know who to trust when I (Yeah)
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| I lie to myself and I can’t handle it
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| Why do I waste so much time on things that I can’t fix? |
| (Yeah)
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| All these things I hold inside I just can’t forget (Nah)
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| Thought that I could let this go (Yeah)
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| But I ain’t know that it would be like this, yeah (Woo, yeah)
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| Like this (Ayy)
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| I ain’t know that it would be like this
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| (I ain’t know that it would be like this, woo)
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| Yeah, like this (Like this)
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| I ain’t know that it would be like this
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| (Like this), yeah (Yeah)
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| Like this (Like this)
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| I ain’t know that it would be like this
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| Yeah, like this (Like this)
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| I ain’t know that it would be like this |