Lyrics Underneath the Wave - Negative Self

Underneath the Wave

Another year lined with good intentions
Another try, suffering poor conditions
Head for the ending
400 blows but keep pretending
To live a life, to give a fuck about anything
Oh no, let’s get this really clear
I count the days until I get myself out of here
Is happiness worth the waiting?
I don’t want to wait until it’s fading
Trying to focus and all mysteries aside
It’s fucking hard stay alive
Turn to the night, ignore the day and try to learn to fly
Do you really want to die?
Oh no, let’s get this really clear
I count the days until I get myself out of here
Is happiness worth the waiting?
I don’t want to wait until it’s fading
Never!
Will I bow down, accept and take this shit
Oh I refuse to be your puppet (Never!)
Will I let you get the better parts of me
Just let me fucking be
Can’t you realize it’s just a game?
And we’re the fucking pawns;
we’re the fucking slaves
Can’t you realize it’s just a game?
And we’re the fucking pawns;
we’re the fucking slaves
Another year lined with good intentions
Another try, suffering poor conditions
Head for the ending
400 blows but keep pretending
To live a life, to give a fuck about anything bout anything