
Date of issue: 21.01.2020
Age restrictions: 18+
Song language: English
The Struggle |
I’ve always been open about it but man |
If it just reaches one or two people, you know? |
And they understand that it’s rough |
We deal with it how we deal with it |
I’m thinkin' 'bout all y’all that suffers with this bull shit |
'Cause I’m |
I’m blackin' out again but I ain’t even drinkin' |
I’m sailin' on the ocean and my ship it started sinkin' |
The storm is comin' quickly and the rain it is a bringin' |
I chose to ride this wave myself, it was what I was thinkin' |
I’m a lost soul in a fish bowl |
Lookin' at my past through the glass of this pain filled window |
Picturin' my life, but man I got a foggy lens though |
I lost so many feelin’s I don’t even feel the wind blow |
I’m sick and tired, slip quick and lit the fire |
Do not admire my head-sick, I’m uninspired |
The way I’m wired leaves not much to be desired |
And now they tell me I’m just cryin' to the choir |
I speak my piece in peace then I repent |
I’m one penny short so I can’t give my two cents |
The world’s in my hands but it really makes no sense |
Starin' in the mirror, man I wonder where it all went |
The harder I try dog, the harder it gets |
The further I slide y’all, the tougher I grit |
It’s the father inside me that I’m tustlin' with |
And the husband inside that I’ve been jugglin' with |
Then them drunkardly lies that I’m strugglin' with |
Now I’m hidin' my pride like I’m smugglin' it |
Yeah, I wanted to die, man I wanted to quit |
But there is no good-bye 'til I clean up my shit |
I’m blackin' out again but I ain’t even drinkin' |
I’m sailin' on the ocean and my ship it started sinkin' |
The storm is comin' quickly and the rain it is a bringin' |
I chose to ride this wave myself, it was what I was thinkin' |
I’m a lost soul in a fish bowl |
Lookin' at my past through the glass of this pain filled window |
Picturin' my life, but man I got a foggy lens though |
I lost so many feelin’s I don’t even feel the wind blow |
I wake up every night from the same damn dream |
I remember bein' members on the same damn team |
I remember bein' younger when the world stood still |
I remember last December when they gave me new pills |
The doctor said it’s normal and the only way to heal |
The masses think it’s funny but those asses never feel it |
When the poundin' in your chest has barely even been addressed |
Until they hit you with a label and they tell you you’re depressed |
They throw a couple pills and they wish you all the best |
The side effects mean nothin' bud but go on get your rest |
From here on out with out a doubt there will be no regrets |
Like an old ass shirt I had to get that off my chest |
I’m blackin' out again but I ain’t even drinkin' |
I’m sailin' on the ocean and my ship it started sinkin' |
The storm is comin' quickly and the rain it is a bringin' |
I chose to ride this wave myself, it was what I was thinkin' |
I’m a lost soul in a fish bowl |
Lookin' at my past through the glass of this pain filled window |
Picturin' my life, but man I got a foggy lens though |
I lost so many feelin’s I don’t even feel the wind blow |
I’m blackin' out again but I ain’t even drinkin' |
Lost soul in a fish bowl |
Lookin' at my past through the glass of this pain filled window |
Picturin' my life, but man I got a foggy lens though |
I lost so many feelin’s I don’t even feel the wind blow |
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