Song information On this page you can read the lyrics of the song Better Myself , by - Merkules. Release date: 09.05.2021
Age restrictions: 18+
Song language: English
Better Myself |
| But I’m drowning in the deep end |
| And it feels like noone sees it |
| Someone please give me a reason I should stay |
| I can’t ahead of myself (myself) |
| I should try and better myself (myself) |
| But I’m drowning in the deep end |
| And it feels like noone sees it |
| Someone please give me a reason I should stay |
| Merkules: |
| Yeah, I got a plan to make a lot of changes |
| But it’s harder to breathe when your heart is racin' |
| I’ve been caught up in constant contemplation |
| That shit’s not a phase, it’s too complicated |
| Can’t concentrate when the cuts get deeper |
| If I were you I wouldn’t love me either |
| My problem is I’m too fuckin' eager |
| I got a taste of revenge and there’s nothing sweeter |
| So I’m numbin' the pain with another substance |
| Till I lose balance and my blood is rusted |
| Just another fuck up piss drunk in public |
| They don’t trust me at all like I’m up to somethin' |
| Like why can’t they ever hear me screamin' |
| The preacher told me I might need Jesus |
| Trapped in my head till I find some freedom |
| It feels like I’m some sort of evil genius |
| Please don’t talk to me cause I don’t want to be bothered |
| And I can’t fall asleep, I’m busy fighting these monsters |
| Why’s it so hard to breathe, somebody call me a doctor |
| I think I’m goin' fuckin' bonkers, yeah |
| Hook: |
| I can’t ahead of myself (myself) |
| I should try and better myself (myself) |
| But I’m drowning in the deep end |
| And it feels like no one sees it |
| Someone please give me a reason I should stay |
| I can’t ahead of myself (myself) |
| I should try and better myself (myself) |
| But I’m drowning in the deep end |
| And it feels like no one sees it |
| Someone please give me a reason I should stay |
| Savannah Dexter verse: |
| I can’t ahead of myself (myself) |
| I should try and better myself (myself) |
| But I’m drowning in the deep end |
| And it feels like no one sees it |
| Someone please give me a reason I should stay |
| I can’t ahead of myself (myself) |
| I should try and better myself (myself) |
| But I’m drowning in the deep end |
| And it feels like no one sees it |
| Someone please give me a reason I should stay |
| Rittz: |
| Look, I thought I quit doin' dope for good |
| Been smokin' cones of wood cause I (?) |
| I’m really wishin' I was drunk |
| I’ve become accustomed to the sober life |
| Overnight, took a year and nine months |
| (?) like it don’t mean shit |
| Every time the phone ring get told to shut the fuck up |
| And cussed by the one I love but she don’t want no contact |
| The sheriff gonna come and lock me up for just that |
| Just ask (???) he’s always on a mission trynna get me took off pills |
| He don’t wanna write and script and get in trouble |
| When it’s obvious there’s something that I’m hooked on still |
| I told him «Look Doc, look I’m chill |
| Drunk a half a bottle earlier and I don’t even look off keel.» |
| I just stood on till so much Xanex in my body like I’m runnin' on a football |
| field |
| I just wanna better myself |
| Mama said I know you got your life temporarily taken away |
| But livin' here is better than jail |
| Then the minute she said it I felt like killin' myself |
| I don’t look in no mirror, I don’t step on no scale |
| I’m so god damn fat, god damn Johnny |
| Ain’t no god damn money |
| Every god damn body, what you found that funny |
| Your heaven’s my HELL |
| I can’t ahead of myself (myself) |
| I should try and better myself (myself) |
| But I’m drowning in the deep end |
| And it feels like no one sees it |
| Someone please give me a reason I should stay |
| I can’t ahead of myself (myself) |
| I should try and better myself (myself) |
| But I’m drowning in the deep end |
| And it feels like no one sees it |
| Someone please give me a reason I should stay |