Song information On this page you can read the lyrics of the song Losin Sleep , by - Merkules. Release date: 30.10.2019
Song language: English
Losin Sleep |
| I wish that I was happy but I haven’t been |
| I struggle with the realization that I just cannot quit |
| Like am I really a person? |
| Or just a product of this rappin' shit |
| I ask myself like, «When the fuck I ask for this?» |
| It’s been a dream that I’ve had since I was young to be a |
| Part of the scene, but all this damage that it’s done |
| Makes me question if it’s worth it, I’ve been searching for the answers |
| With these demons on my back, I’m still determined that they’ll catch up |
| But who am I to really complain? |
| Just got a mansion with my girl outside the city, I’m saying |
| Sometimes to see all the rewards, you gotta live through the pain |
| Then I get fed up with routine and all I think of is change |
| Which is ironic, 'cause I wonder why it isn’t the same |
| It’s hard for me to tell the difference every different day, yeah |
| Nobody warned me 'bout this part |
| But I know my real fans’ll know my story from the start |
| It’s Merk |
| I’m just being honest with myself 'cause I got here by myself |
| I’ma keep on doing me |
| I just drank this bottle to myself, now I’m talkin' to myself |
| Lately I’ve been losin' sleep |
| I’m just being honest with myself 'cause I got here by myself |
| I’ma keep on doing me |
| I just drank this bottle to myself, now I’m talkin' to myself |
| Lately I’ve been losin' sleep |
| Yeah |
| I’m taking shots like I’m Dale Ahoy of this paranoia |
| Got me spillin' this forty over my pair of Jordan’s |
| So stay the fuck out of my bubble, it’s my territory |
| I’m saying sorry to myself and never staying loyal |
| I mask it off due to depression, I’m still standing tall |
| I cannon-balled into the deep end with all these rappin' sharks |
| I ain’t gon' frown like I had it hard, it ain’t that at all |
| But I had to stop smoking so much weed so I see past the fog |
| Be careful what you wish for, 'cause back when we was piss poor |
| I didn’t have to give, now when I give, they try to get more |
| It’s so confusing, I know they use me, it’s blatant now |
| I got so many snakes around my ankles that it weighs me down |
| I promised both my parents and my girl that I would make 'em proud |
| 'Cause they’re the only ones who never cared about my bank account |
| Never cared about my bank account |
| Let’s go |
| I’m just being honest with myself 'cause I got here by myself |
| I’ma keep on doing me |
| I just drank this bottle to myself, now I’m talkin' to myself |
| Lately I’ve been losin' sleep |
| I’m just being honest with myself 'cause I got here by myself |
| I’ma keep on doing me |
| I just drank this bottle to myself, now I’m talkin' to myself |
| Lately I’ve been losin' sleep |