| I’m always seeing different shades of you
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| And in my mind they look the same
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| But when it turns to crimson red from midnight blue
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| The silver lining fades away
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| I’m looking pale and I need something new
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| You used to take away the pain
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| But now we always have a different point of view
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| Still, I’m calling out your name
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| Now you’re pushing me aside like it ended
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| I’m trying to understand it
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| You’re fucking with all my senses
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| Now my mind is too conflicted
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| By this so-called love
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| I just can’t get my head around it
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| 'Cause it hurts enough
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| How can we go back to the place we started?
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| In this so-called love
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| In this so-called love
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| I don’t want you to be my alcohol
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| Now you’re a habit and I’m never gonna break it
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| I’m crying, I’m bleeding
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| With my head against the wall
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| Back to square one and I can’t reshape it
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| You’re pushing me aside like it ended
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| I’m trying to understand this
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| I can’t figure out my senses
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| And now my mind is so conflicted
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| But this so-called love
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| I just can’t get my head around it
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| 'Cause it hurts enough
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| How can we go back to the place we started?
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| And this so-called love
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| And this so-called love
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| Still begging, still needing
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| We made mistakes we’re repeating
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| Now I’m crying and I’m bleeding
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| For this so-called love
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| Still angry, and I’m feeling
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| We made a mess, now we’re healing
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| And I’m trying to believe in this so-called love |