
Date of issue: 22.06.2005
Age restrictions: 18+
Song language: English
Chapter IV |
Is life just another test to prove me wrong? |
Is this never-ending struggle just another lie? |
Are these shitty feelings just another fairytale of happiness? |
Are these scars real or just another open wound? |
Are these people real or just ghosts in the wind? |
Is this a fork or a knife? |
— the blood seems real |
This knife seems to kindly touch my skin |
This is dying not living |
This is the border between life and death |
Only death is real |
Strangle me. |
Stab me to death |
Poison my scars |
Death is so profane |
Death is what I hunger to experience |
A lifeless body with a soul rotten of wasted years |
In this they call life |
So I kneel before you |
A never-ending wish as I beg you |
To end my life |
Fool… why are you so weak? |
Why can you not do what I dare not? |
Cut my wrists. |
Poison my scars |
What keeps you from ending my life? |
Do not pity me as this is what I long for |
I give up. |
Caressed by this shitty life |
I must find strength within this grim body of mine |
Searching in this open wound called a soul |
I find enough strength to cut my wrists |
But it isn’t enough |
Nothing shall ease this long awaited pain |
Some pure alcohol should definitely make the blood run quicker |
And make the pain bigger |
A final attempt to make my death honourable; |
I drag myself outside to die in public |
Hopefully giving these humans trauma |
What a lifeless body… |
Name | Year |
---|---|
Livets gave | 2012 |
Chapter I | 2005 |
Fooling the weak | 2007 |
Once Awake | 2018 |
Sjælefred | 2012 |
Shadows of a meaningless reality | 2018 |
Chapter II | 2005 |
Chapter III | 2005 |
VI | 2019 |
VII | 2019 |