| It all started yesterday, and now I can’t think about nothing
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| Is it real, I know this can’t be heaven sent
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| Wish I could dream it all away
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| And now all I need is a drug
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| That can help me make it through another day
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| Maybe it’s just me it won’t let me be
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| And I don’t really know what it is that keeps bothering me
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| But I’m saying
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| (Why me?)
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| I wanna know how it is
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| To see the sun shining
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| Even when it isn’t
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| (Why me?)
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| I don’t wanna know how it is
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| To hear me say it’s all love when it isn’t
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| (Why me?)
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| I wanna know how it feels to hear you laughing in my ear
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| (Why me?)
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| I don’t wanna know how it feels if you didn’t cheer
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| How can he handle this
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| Too many damages
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| He hit the nail on the head
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| But never knew right where the hammer was
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| Don’t think so loud don’t let them hear you scream
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| Baby it’s even bigger than it seems
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| Now, now, now crazy is an act alike
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| Getting better in the after life or maybe not
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| Maybe I can ask her why the normality passed me by why when I’m a titan
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| Continue to breathe it dependent on people to get my mental state
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| Am I meant for this?
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| The Christian Krizz just have to wait
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| Pictures getting clearer it ain’t me in the mirror
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| See it’s that other nigga only his egos bigger
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| And he’ll pull the tigger when I usually hesitate
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| And he’ll go on 'em when I’m steadly saying wait
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| Now I’m just a shell of myself
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| I don’t want anybodies help
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| Maybe I do maybe I do this for you
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| This is my own hell
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| Is there a bottle some kind type posion that can end it
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| A different God I can pray to
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| Some type of doctor to fix it
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| Maybe it’s just me it won’t let me be
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| And I’m to helpless, I guess
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| (Why me?)
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| I wanna know how it is
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| To see the sun shining
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| Even when it isn’t
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| (Why me?)
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| I don’t wanna know how it is
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| To hear me say it’s all love when it isn’t
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| (Why me?)
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| I wanna know how it feels to hear you laughing in my ear
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| (Why me?)
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| I don’t wanna know how it feels if you didn’t cheer
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| How can he handle this
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| Too many damages
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| He hit the nail on the head
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| But never knew right where the hammer was
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| Don’t think so loud don’t let 'em hear you scream
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| Maybe it’s even bigger than it seems
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| How big is the fight in me
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| Frightfully fighting night to be day
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| I’m wishing that wifey would knife me for spiteful things that I say
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| Excuse me for thinking this way, I’m a little bit pessimistic
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| They sending blessing this way I guess I must of missed 'em
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| See my teary eyes through my Ray-Bans
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| Turning off the world and still looking for some amens
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| The girlies pee-pee when they see me, fans, they dance
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| Look in the mirror wanna see me
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| Here’s their chance
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| Hope you like what you see
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| Okay
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| Hope you like what you see
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| Why me
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| Kali Baby
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| Okay |