Song information On this page you can read the lyrics of the song Picking Up , by - Kadesh FlowRelease date: 24.01.2019
Song language: English
Picking Up |
| Oh God, Dear God |
| Help me, help me |
| Cause I’m so flawed, so flawed |
| I’ve dealt me a whole lot |
| Of stress from some bad decisions |
| A whole lot more from my ambition |
| I strategize and attack the prize |
| I fantasize then I grab my life |
| I make plans but I’ve never known |
| I’ve never known what to do |
| Epiphanies, passion, and planning but never had a clue |
| Plus she said she needed something new |
| Words that cut me deep |
| She didn’t see my awkward faces |
| But it brought me to my knees |
| Really needed conversation |
| Best believe my heart was racing |
| Then retreated, sinking into |
| Depths of grief and condemnation |
| Never Peach, I always treat them |
| Like they need a lot of saving |
| When they always rescue me |
| Now here I am just wishing I could hear the breath she breathes |
| Writing winter songs |
| Not sure how to move along |
| To reach a healthy me |
| The other day I thought about giving up |
| But I just told mom things were picking up |
| My father said |
| Told me I should live it up |
| With a purpose. |
| Now things are picking up |
| I used to have |
| Ambitions I didn’t trust |
| Then I listened |
| Now things are picking up |
| Momma you should know |
| Progress I can’t get enough |
| See me now, ma, everything’s picking up |
| This is what I’ve let in my brain |
| Going after things I once thought I’d never attain |
| But I threw those thoughts over the rails like Vader tossed Palpatine |
| I don’t have time to be dismayed, lost, doubting dreams |
| All the things |
| I used to do. |
| Was using you as my excuse |
| Need more security if we were going to be the truth |
| Blaming you for my decisions. |
| That logic was pretty loose |
| Couldn’t get my head on straight without sending you through the roof |
| Now I’m squashing feelings trying to meet connect and network |
| Though my net worth is still below par, I’ll reinvest first |
| Now these conversations are starting to bring me checks |
| Used to feel salty seeing Facebook homies glean respect |
| They were touring getting crowds in the thousands |
| I was in a bar watching locals straight styling |
| They were signing deals, all their dreams becoming real |
| They were building |
| Now I’m in the same boat, working towards fulfillment |
| The other day I thought about giving up |
| But I just told mom things were picking up |
| My father said |
| Told me I should live it up |
| With a purpose. |
| Now things are picking up |
| I used to have |
| Ambitions I didn’t trust |
| Then I listened |
| Now things are picking up |
| Momma you should know |
| Progress I can’t get enough |
| See me now, ma, everything’s picking up |
| They grab me for shows and you know I snap at every party |
| Hungry in the game Bout to go Katniss on everybody |
| Yeah |
| That means I rebel against the paradigm |
| Yeah |
| Never been concerned about a pair of dimes |
| Yeah |
| Too busy on the move things are picking up |
| Yeah |
| Praise God. |
| Pops keeps me lifted up |
| Yeah |
| Peep game. |
| I can never give it up |
| Yeah |
| Growth and progression I can’t get enough |
| Yeah |
| The other day I thought about giving up |
| But I just told mom things were picking up |
| My father said |
| Told me I should live it up |
| With a purpose. |
| Now things are picking up |
| I used to have |
| Ambitions I didn’t trust |
| Then I listened |
| Now things are picking up |
| Momma you should know |
| Progress I can’t get enough |
| See me now, ma, everything’s picking up |