| A waste of space, wasting life, why do I try?
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| Sitting, staring at the wall, lost in thought
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| Every beautiful moment withers and dies
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| Every tear I shed falls from vacant eyes
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| Questioning my existence, what am I doing here?
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| Holding onto dreams and memories
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| So hopeless, so fucking desperate
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| I’m sick of screaming out for help
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| I’ll finish this myself
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| But who will take my life? |
| Will you? |
| Will I?
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| Will the slow degradation of my psyche pull me under?
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| And if I were to die, hell would surely keep me
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| What am I afraid of?
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| What lies ahead?
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| Or what I leave behind?
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| I am lost without you
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| My thoughts get the better of me
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| I am lost without you
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| Will this night ever end?
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| Falling further in a downward spiral and bringing everyone down with me
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| Friends and family please forgive me
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| I don’t know how to change
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| Holding onto dreams and memories
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| So hopeless, so fucking desperate
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| I’m sick of screaming out for help
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| I’ll finish this myself
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| I really wish things were different
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| I can’t stand who I am
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| If I can’t feel whole, put me in the ground so I can feel nothing at all
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| Every beautiful moment withers and dies
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| Every tear I shed falls from vacant eyes |