| I have never
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| And I never will
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| Amount to anything
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| All I’ve done, All I will create
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| Falls by the wayside
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| Sometimes I think about what I’m worth
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| I curl up, and feel the water cover every inch of me
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| I care so much and it kills me inside that you
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| Will never feel the same of me
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| If I went missing
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| Would you even notice?
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| You professed a love to me
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| I confess it broke me
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| Your back is turned on me
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| Until you fucking need me
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| I listened to your violent tears
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| But if I fucking disappeared you wouldn’t care
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| I never wanted to die
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| But more than ever I wish
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| The ground would open beneath me
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| And Hell would swallow me whole
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| I’m embarrassed and ashamed to wear this skin
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| I hear them laughing at me behind my back
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| I sense their twisted smirks
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| Ugly thoughts
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| They love my pain
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| Slipping into darker shades of melancholy
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| Can you see it in my eyes
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| Deep rotting fear
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| I have never
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| And I never will
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| Amount to anything
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| All I’ve done, All I will create
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| Falls by the wayside |