Song information On this page you can read the lyrics of the song Even , by - Julien Baker. Song from the album Turn Out the Lights, in the genre ИндиRelease date: 26.10.2017
Record label: Matador
Song language: English
Even |
| When is it too many times |
| To tell you that I think of you every night |
| I don’t want to make it hard on you |
| So I could be cruel |
| Yeah I could make you hate me |
| Would that make it easy |
| Did you think I forgot |
| The fireworks, the black eye |
| Trading blows on the fourth of July |
| But you were right, I was asking for it |
| I always am |
| It’s no good if the pain doesn’t make you feel like you earned it |
| And I probably deserved it |
| 'Cause all you ever say is |
| «What's the point; |
| is anybody there to help me now» |
| It’s not that I think I’m good |
| I know that I’m evil |
| I guess I was trying to even it out |
| Isn’t that what you want |
| For me to be miserable like you |
| Well brother, you’re about to get your wish |
| Putting my fist through the plaster in the bathroom of a Motel 6 |
| I must have pictured it all a thousand times |
| I swear to God I think I’m gonna die |
| I know you were right |
| I can’t be fixed, so help me |
| 'Cause all you ever say is |
| «What's the point; |
| is anybody there to help me now» |
| It’s not that I think I’m good |
| I know that I’m evil |
| I guess I was trying to even it out |