Lyrics older - Julian

older

Half a mind
To up and leave sober
Call it a night
For bottle hits coaster
Critize
And fucking minimize
How I canʼt put in overtime
Other side
Says youʼre never gonna call her
You got a minute you might even get to know her
Fake a smile
A little white lie
Yeah we can play pretend to pass the time
I could
Tell a bunch of stories from the old days
Take this broken hearted party back to her place cus
I checked my phone and
You didnʼt call but
My heart canʼt stop pointing your way
To be honest I could use a glass of cold space
So I say Iʼm sorry
Iʼd rather be lonely
Heyeah heyeah heyeah
I guess Iʼm older now
Got a dream you should go ahead and chase it
Wanted music now itʼs time to try and face it
Itʼs alright
For a little while
Until we know just what we leave behind
I shoulda ran back thru the tunnel at the airport
What the hell did I get up in to the air for?
You used to know me
Why did I go?
And now you moved in with the guy you met in college
Way too late for me to realise I want this
Too late to be sorry
Too late to be young ‘cus
Heyeah heyeah heyeah
I guess Iʼm older now
Youʼre like this fire I just canʼt put out
Youʼre every second in every hour
And when itʼs all said and done
When we crash and we burn
I will still have the love
You deserve
Heyeah heyeah heyeah
I guess Iʼm older now
(If Iʼm scared wouldcha wouldcha be there for me? Cus Iʼm scared baby
Couldcha be there for me?)