Song information On this page you can find the lyrics of the song Breakdown, artist - Josh Martinez. Album song Made In China, in the genre Иностранный рэп и хип-хоп
Date of issue: 25.07.2007
Record label: Camobear
Song language: English
Breakdown |
I don’t even know why I’m doing this song |
I don’t even know how I feel anymore… god damn it |
I can’t count how many times I been the last one laughing |
The joke is on me, cause see I keep crashing |
My life is changing, really weird being here and there |
But airplane flights and fighting long distance late nights |
Doing double duty to a girl id love to live for |
Thinking for ever, last alot, last long then I had planned on |
Immortal is love, life isn’t just a nice portal we go leaping through |
I dig through dumpsters and rifle through the scraps |
My spirit is starving, I am sad |
I just wanted to walk my thoughts off and drink a cup of coffee |
It seems like I can’t sleep anyway, what am I doing here |
My intentions span a mans attention, they pay me no mind |
For I am the mother of invention |
They say an ounce of pervention is worth a pound of cure |
But I’m sure my intentions werent pure |
In fact they acted so brazin |
That’s what forced me to leave this safe haven |
And now I’m out in the storm having cut off my escape route |
I slid through the some mud in a make shift rain suit |
I was soaking wet and drug myself up from the bottom |
I was shocked by cupids rock, I chased him down until I caught him |
Grabbed the gimpy infant diaper rash |
He used to quiver quickly to load love and unload until I started to feel sickly |
I was head over high heels in love with my wheels in my girlie |
The road came calling but she left early, now I’m falling into early thought |
I can’t stop thinking I just hope I don’t get caught |
aaaaaahhhhhh, I break everything |
So I broke it off, because I break everything |
Fall out of love is an abstract art |
I know I don’t support your dreams |
But I don’t mean to be so selfish |
I’m just overwhelmed by currents of assurance |
Still I’m helpless and hoping |
Someone else will help this coping |
To be open is an art form, I’m feeling closed in |
Mostly a part from where we came from is part of who’s to blame |
There really nothing nobody can do to ease this pain |
I’m feeling freezed in rain drops spread across the roof tops |
I’m hiding undercover until the truth stops leaking |
With loose lips peaking, gossip starts speaking in tongues |
There’s not a decent soul among them young ones |
Who just gathered in rapture to pay hommage |
To the capture of the master |
We made ship to shore communication |
You are my first true love but I’ve lost patience |
With the endless way we let inpendence way of tendancy |
To say I need more space, so please go away |
Later on the change is on the otherside, let it slide |
Better be hiding the good vibe that I am feeling |
When not stealing light from your likeness but |
Like it or not, you let the first shot go |
And invited the first thoughts of might we be so tired |
As to be beyond the first aid our state required |
Doo doo do do doo do doo do doo doo doo do |
Man… |
You can’t bandage neglected efforts or put band aids on baskets |
No longer filled with love and now employed as caskets |
Yes the love is dead, no the love remains |
Nothing sings the soul as much of what the whole contains |
When dumped down on this ground below |
Spread slow at first but then emerced the town in its undertow |
We can’t grow in salt water cried the pretty girls |
Neither can the flowers bloom |
When you in tune your rose pedals in contract with those have settled in their |
ways |
They layed down their arms and gave up thier glory days |
Shortly before I walk out this door |
I took a last look back and still I’m not sure |
I’ve been a B minus boyfriend whos character was doubted |
Who in every fight we had raised my voice and shouted |
When I wouldn’t even have to say a single thing at all |
But if I strive to keep my silence it will be a lonley fall |
But if I speak up now and raise my voice above the crowd noise |
She only hear me hollering, she won’t feel my footsteps |
And following the shoes that break dance and exude balance |
As the real amazing girl with an endless list of talents |
That’s why I’m challenging myself to grow up and spread out |
If it’s meant to be then its meant to be gently |
Left alone to work itself out… |
I just need more time |
FUCK! |
I don’t even want to do this anymore |
The phone calls, back and forth |
Hello I’m lost, hello I’m found, hello I want you back, goodbye |
I’m by myself again, I’m really tired of being lonely |
I’m sick of this… get out of my head |
I broke it off because I break everything, everthing I touch turns to dust |
Ooooh why, why would I want to touch anything, anymore |
I don’t want to go through this again |