Song information On this page you can read the lyrics of the song Animosity / Dear Xodi (feat. James Blake) , by - Johnny Rain. Release date: 14.09.2015
Age restrictions: 18+
Song language: English
Animosity / Dear Xodi (feat. James Blake) |
| I’ve been working off the ave all week |
| I ain’t tryna hear a melody |
| Talking whatever you have on me |
| You don’t wanna see my salary |
| What do you love? |
| All you dream is my reality |
| Don’t be tripping, don’t be mad at me |
| I been living out a bag all week |
| Bitch, follow suit |
| You don’t think I do but I know you |
| I ain’t thinking about her or you |
| I been thinking about her on you |
| Like 1 on 2 |
| Who do you love? |
| Call me daddy while I cum on you |
| I think I’ma make you cum for me |
| I’ve been feeling kinda numb all week |
| But I’ll fuck you right |
| I’ve been tryna get it all |
| How come you don’t ever talk? |
| Why am I the only one who calls? |
| How come you don’t get involved? |
| Oh Lord |
| I’ve been going through some (shit) |
| I try not to cry at all |
| But I can’t lie, I kinda bawl |
| Smoking some … |
| Smoking something for the fall |
| Alcohol ain’t it at all |
| Popping up that PM |
| I ain’t talking tylenol |
| Oh God |
| I’ve been going through withdrawals |
| Dreaming that one day I ball |
| Dreaming that one day I ball |
| I’ve got so much animosity in my heart |
| I’ve got so much animosity in my heart |
| In my, yeah |
| Part 2: Dear Xodi |
| It’s 2am and my minds gone |
| Tryna figure out what I’m on |
| Open bottle pouring that I could die on |
| Drowning out the sound of my Lion |
| All the nights of hearing him cry long |
| Even I’m in need of a shoulder to cry on |
| But I gotta act like I’m strong |
| Alone tryna figure how Ima buy some |
| Fucking diapers for my son |
| When I don’t even know how I’ma keep the lights on |
| I swear like |
| Shit was all good couple years ago |
| High rides in the city slow |
| High lives, something spiritual |
| 22 on my hip for any nigga that’s |
| Plotting to come and get me though |
| And you |
| Having trouble staying consistent |
| Knowing we were built for commitment |
| But honestly, I’m so used to everybody that isn’t |
| That I don’t know how to be it myself anymore, I’m tripping |
| Shit, I need some guidance |
| And you might look at me different |
| I know this ain’t what we envisioned |
| I just wonder if you see me fighting |
| Cause I remember just starting, When me and Mary just parted |
| And shit it might’ve been nothing to few |
| Cause there were so many flaws and I still don’t know what you saw in me or |
| How I got so lucky with you |
| But at that point there was nothing to lose |
| Im still fucking with you |
| I swear after dealing with flaky niggas |
| Like Joel, CL, and YG |
| Relations wearing thinner than Rose, Neelam, Ali |
| Its getting harder to trust the people I see |
| They think it’s harder on them, it’s tougher for me |
| But don’t ever stop putting on for the boy |
| Some people pray for my fall |
| Those things I choose to ignore |
| In fact, I’m starting to think I was better off before |
| You and I against the world |
| Forever yours |
| OD nigga for real |
| It’s red to me |
| Cause I don’t know any different that you’re proud of me |
| It’s red to me |
| And I don’t know any different that you’re proud of me |
| (That you’re proud of me) |