Song information On this page you can find the lyrics of the song Animosity / Dear Xodi, artist - Johnny Rain. Album song EP1, in the genre Поп
Date of issue: 14.12.2015
Age restrictions: 18+
Record label: EMPIRE, Odd Dream Republic
Song language: English
Animosity / Dear Xodi |
I’ve been working off the ave all week |
I ain’t tryna hear a melody |
Talking whatever you have on me |
You don’t wanna see my salary |
What do you love? |
All you dream is my reality |
Don’t be tripping, don’t be mad at me |
I been living out a bag all week |
Bitch, follow suit |
You don’t think I do but I know you |
I ain’t thinking about her or you |
I been thinking about her on you |
Like 1 on 2 |
Who do you love? |
Call me daddy while I cum on you |
I think I’ma make you cum for me |
I’ve been feeling kinda numb all week |
But I’ll fuck you right |
I’ve been tryna get it all |
How come you don’t ever talk? |
Why am I the only one who calls? |
How come you don’t get involved? |
Oh Lord |
I’ve been going through some (shit) |
I try not to cry at all |
But I can’t lie, I kinda bawl |
Smoking some … |
Smoking something for the fall |
Alcohol ain’t it at all |
Popping up that PM |
I ain’t talking tylenol |
Oh God |
I’ve been going through withdrawals |
Dreaming that one day I ball |
Dreaming that one day I ball |
I’ve got so much animosity in my heart |
I’ve got so much animosity in my heart |
In my, yeah |
Part 2: Dear Xodi |
It’s 2am and my minds gone |
Tryna figure out what I’m on |
Open bottle pouring that I could die on |
Drowning out the sound of my Lion |
All the nights of hearing him cry long |
Even I’m in need of a shoulder to cry on |
But I gotta act like I’m strong |
Alone tryna figure how Ima buy some |
Fucking diapers for my son |
When I don’t even know how I’ma keep the lights on |
I swear like |
Shit was all good couple years ago |
High rides in the city slow |
High lives, something spiritual |
22 on my hip for any nigga that’s |
Plotting to come and get me though |
And you |
Having trouble staying consistent |
Knowing we were built for commitment |
But honestly, I’m so used to everybody that isn’t |
That I don’t know how to be it myself anymore, I’m tripping |
Shit, I need some guidance |
And you might look at me different |
I know this ain’t what we envisioned |
I just wonder if you see me fighting |
Cause I remember just starting, When me and Mary just parted |
And shit it might’ve been nothing to few |
Cause there were so many flaws and I still don’t know what you saw in me or |
How I got so lucky with you |
But at that point there was nothing to lose |
Im still fucking with you |
I swear after dealing with flaky niggas |
Like Joel, CL, and YG |
Relations wearing thinner than Rose, Neelam, Ali |
Its getting harder to trust the people I see |
They think it’s harder on them, it’s tougher for me |
But don’t ever stop putting on for the boy |
Some people pray for my fall |
Those things I choose to ignore |
In fact, I’m starting to think I was better off before |
You and I against the world |
Forever yours |
OD nigga for real |
It’s red to me |
Cause I don’t know any different that you’re proud of me |
It’s red to me |
And I don’t know any different that you’re proud of me |
(That you’re proud of me) |