| I’ve been working off the ave all week
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| I ain’t tryna hear a melody
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| Talking whatever you have on me
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| You don’t wanna see my salary
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| What do you love?
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| All you dream is my reality
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| Don’t be tripping, don’t be mad at me
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| I been living out a bag all week
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| Bitch, follow suit
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| You don’t think I do but I know you
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| I ain’t thinking about her or you
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| I been thinking about her on you
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| Like 1 on 2
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| Who do you love?
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| Call me daddy while I cum on you
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| I think I’ma make you cum for me
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| I’ve been feeling kinda numb all week
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| But I’ll fuck you right
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| I’ve been tryna get it all
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| How come you don’t ever talk?
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| Why am I the only one who calls?
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| How come you don’t get involved?
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| Oh Lord
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| I’ve been going through some (shit)
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| I try not to cry at all
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| But I can’t lie, I kinda bawl
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| Smoking some …
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| Smoking something for the fall
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| Alcohol ain’t it at all
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| Popping up that PM
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| I ain’t talking tylenol
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| Oh God
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| I’ve been going through withdrawals
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| Dreaming that one day I ball
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| Dreaming that one day I ball
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| I’ve got so much animosity in my heart
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| I’ve got so much animosity in my heart
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| In my, yeah
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| Part 2: Dear Xodi
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| It’s 2am and my minds gone
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| Tryna figure out what I’m on
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| Open bottle pouring that I could die on
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| Drowning out the sound of my Lion
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| All the nights of hearing him cry long
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| Even I’m in need of a shoulder to cry on
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| But I gotta act like I’m strong
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| Alone tryna figure how Ima buy some
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| Fucking diapers for my son
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| When I don’t even know how I’ma keep the lights on
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| I swear like
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| Shit was all good couple years ago
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| High rides in the city slow
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| High lives, something spiritual
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| 22 on my hip for any nigga that’s
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| Plotting to come and get me though
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| And you
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| Having trouble staying consistent
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| Knowing we were built for commitment
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| But honestly, I’m so used to everybody that isn’t
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| That I don’t know how to be it myself anymore, I’m tripping
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| Shit, I need some guidance
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| And you might look at me different
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| I know this ain’t what we envisioned
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| I just wonder if you see me fighting
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| Cause I remember just starting, When me and Mary just parted
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| And shit it might’ve been nothing to few
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| Cause there were so many flaws and I still don’t know what you saw in me or
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| How I got so lucky with you
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| But at that point there was nothing to lose
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| Im still fucking with you
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| I swear after dealing with flaky niggas
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| Like Joel, CL, and YG
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| Relations wearing thinner than Rose, Neelam, Ali
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| Its getting harder to trust the people I see
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| They think it’s harder on them, it’s tougher for me
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| But don’t ever stop putting on for the boy
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| Some people pray for my fall
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| Those things I choose to ignore
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| In fact, I’m starting to think I was better off before
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| You and I against the world
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| Forever yours
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| OD nigga for real
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| It’s red to me
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| Cause I don’t know any different that you’re proud of me
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| It’s red to me
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| And I don’t know any different that you’re proud of me
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| (That you’re proud of me) |