Lyrics Fear - Jodye

Fear

The more depressed I get I puff the hookah more
Apologize to Mike I turned house into a hookah store
No I’m not the kid you niggas knew before
No I’m not famous but I do perform
When I be alone I’m in my truest form
Yeah I know a girl who blast my music out her college dorm
(A nigga hyped!)
When I pursued the music no one backed it
I was riding off the passion while my aunt was steady laughing
Man they hate to see hyped I’m living a double life
Lectures in the morning and doing the grind at night
I been out producing
I been dreaming lucid
I be up in Dyckman sipping jungle juices
If she was really mine then I’ma never lose it
Feeling like I’m winning every time I lose it
See this shit is simple, if they fucking with you
They gon' huddle with you
(Yeah)
Let me tell You what I noticed now
People claiming that they down but they not around
Like I’m suppose to chase em
In my neighborhood success measured by the bank account
Nah success to me is if you make it out and pierce that cloud of doubt
I’m never changing you can count it now
You can count it now
All this shit is fear
All this shit is fear
Rolling throwing night
Yeah all I feel is fear
Growing up nobody really show me love
Iron Man will yeah I’m Tony’d up
All these niggas actors oh they Tony’d up
If I had the clout then they would show me love
If I had the clout I had a show and they go showing up
My mother in the house and she go through stuff
I had a gun
These niggas throwing sub acting like they showing up
I got some cousins throwing up
Always holding tools
I told them play it cool and then stay in school
And get they grades up
Always acting like they made dumb
Good enough advice is just gon phase em
I just never wanna see em sprayed up
But Sweet dreams to the sweet team
We was best friends since I was 16
I could never do you how you do me tho
Shit was like a movie tho
You the only one that ever knew me tho
People playing victim I just never get the system
When reality just hit them
They expecting you forgive em
In my neighborhood Success measured by the bank account
Nah success to me is if you make it out and pierce that cloud of doubt
I’m never changing you can count it now
You can count it now
All this shit is fear
All this shit is fear
Rolling throwing night
Yeah all I feel is fear
You gon' feel it here