| Jellyroll-
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| You know somebody once told me that change is the only thing that will never
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| change
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| That same person told me that if I want to change my circumstances I’ll only
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| change when the pain that it will take to change is greater than the pain it
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| actually takes to remain the same
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| So sayin' that the horror of my situation has to outweigh the discomfort it
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| will actually take to turn around
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| LeeLee-
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| I’m feelin like I’m falling
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| And everybody keeps callin
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| And I don’t think they know what
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| What I"m going through going through going through
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| What about the late nights
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| I was chillin at the grave sight
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| I’m feelin like I hate life
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| This is what I’m going through going through
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| What am I gonna do
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| Jellyroll-
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| This for the gangstas in the trap
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| This is for all the hustlas
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| This for the woman that just struggles as a single mother
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| This for the ones house the house livin on the Street
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| Because they realize that money doesn’t grow on trees
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| This for the ones with an addiction Lord open they eyes
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| Give them the strength to quit before they overdose and die
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| These streets are crazy now
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| Lord it’s straight insanity
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| I done seen prescription pills, ruin a whole family
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| My mama doin bad
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| My cousin in the pen
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| Daddy drinkin again
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| Lord let this stress end
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| This for the ones that had to bury they best friend
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| I’m talkin crew thick
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| I’m talkin next to kin
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| LeeLee-
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| I’m feelin like I’m falling
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| And everybody keeps callin
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| And I don’t think they know what
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| What I"m going through going through going through
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| What about the late nights
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| I was chillin at the grave sight
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| I’m feelin like I hate life
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| This is what I’m going through going through
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| What am I gonna do
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| Jellyroll-
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| She’s such a good woman
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| Why is she actin foolish
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| She coulda went to college
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| Coulda been an honor student
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| Baby daddy died in the streets
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| She ain’t deserving that
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| Now she’s having sex for OC’s, Tabs, and Percocet’s
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| Since the recession can’t nobody get a decent job
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| So they gotta beat so hard or hit the streets and rob
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| They work they ass off but they don’t get a day off
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| If they don’t get the payoff they just surrounded by chaos
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| What about my 9 to 5'as
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| About to go insane
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| They work they life away
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| And still ain’t got a fucking thing
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| And what about the man that nightly opens up a bottle
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| Cuz it’s the only way he knows to deal with all his problems
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| LeeLee-
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| I’m feelin like I’m falling
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| And everybody keeps callin
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| And I don’t think they know what
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| What I"m going through going through going through
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| What about the late nights
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| I was chillin at the grave sight
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| I’m feelin like I hate life
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| This is what I’m going through going through
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| What am I gonna do
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| Jellyroll-
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| Okay I got a deal with triple six and lil white
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| But put that to the side this is what I’m livin like
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| I got a deal but I’m so broke it isn’t funny
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| But every time my phone rings they asking me for money
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| My niece is 14
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| She’s having sex
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| That isn’t cool
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| What’s even worse she fucked a 24 year old dude
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| Wish that I had the power to pull Dre out the grave
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| And spend a day going to let him watch his kids play
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| I think about Sams every time I write a song
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| But I don’t take the time to grab the phone and call his mom
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| I’m sick to my stomach
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| Lord I ain’t feelin well
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| Had the same nightmare every night they end up killing real
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| Struggle got to fear
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| Case they want him in a cell
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| Searchin for heaven
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| Cuz right now I feel I live in hell
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| I thank the Lord that every day I’m a man of prayer
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| Cuz if it wasn’t for God I wouldn’t be stayin here
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| Stacy lost a sister right in front of her
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| That’s fucked up
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| Wish I could find the dude that killed her
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| And go shoot his truck up
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| And she keeps calling me
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| I know she needs a friend lately
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| But I’m so bitter I don’t take that to consideration
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| Fuck it I’m sorry Stacy
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| Love you
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| You knew that
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| Just call me anytime I’ll be there I done proved that
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| They say that heaven’s for the sinners too
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| I hope it’s true
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| And I’m just tellin y’all what the fuck I’m going through
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| You see we fear not the things that we know
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| But we only fear what we don’t know
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| What we’re not comfortable with
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| We can’t see
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| What’s not tangible to us
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| But the Bible says that faith is the substance of things hoped for and the
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| evidence of things not seen
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| So sometimes we just have to leap out on a branch of faith
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| And we all know God honors faith |