| Stayed up late patiently waiting
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| Wishing you could call
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| Dreaming of memories lost in time
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| Knowing they’re all gone
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| So I take this bottle and drown my sorrows
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| And throw it against the wall
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| The higher you fly
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| The harder you fall
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| Till there’s nothing left at all
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| Four in the morning I cannot sleep
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| I am depressed sitting up in my bed
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| The demons are roaring they’re bothering me
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| I’m sitting here with a gun to my head
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| Finger on trigger, what if I squeezed?
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| Does that mean that my problems will leave?
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| Get rid of what’s bothering me?
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| Does that mean that I’m finally free
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| I think of my daughter I think of my wife
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| I think of my brothers I think of my life
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| I can’t leave them with bad news
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| My life is a crap-shoot
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| I’m just shaking the dice
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| Had a dream last night (Had a dream last night)
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| I can hear you say (I can hear you say)
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| Son just be strong (Son just be strong)
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| You gon' be okay (You gon' be okay)
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| Tell the truth, I don’t feel that way
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| I still feel fucked up to this day
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| Even when I’m high I just sit and cry
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| And wonder why I still feel this pain
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| I wish Heaven wasn’t so far away
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| I wish I could visit just for a day
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| I still had so much left to say
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| Bow our heads and let us pray
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| Stayed up late patiently waiting
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| Wishing you could call
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| Dreaming of memories lost in time
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| Knowing they’re all gone
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| So I take this bottle and drown my sorrows
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| And throw it against the wall
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| The higher you fly
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| The harder you fall
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| Till there’s nothing left at all
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| I feel like my past will allow me to grow
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| Feel like this liquor is drowning my soul
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| Why am I spiraling out of control?
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| I cannot get myself out of this hole
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| I keep trying, I keep crawling
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| The sound of silence, I hear it calling
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| I was flying, now I’m falling
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| My health declining, I’m an alcoholic
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| There’s no one else, it’s just myself
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| Alone in thought, I stand and dwell
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| I’m the go-to guy, so who do I
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| So who do I go to when I need some help?
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| No one gives a fuck about me, I’m on my own
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| If misery loves company then why am I alone?
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| I pour another drink just to get in my zone
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| I swear that I’ma change, but I know that I won’t
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| Let me face the facts (Face the facts)
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| Wish I could take it back (Take it back)
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| Wish I could fade to black (Fade to black)
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| Wish I could change the past (Change the past)
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| But in my mind I wish that I could rewind
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| Press pause and live my life inside a moment of time
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| But I can’t
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| Stayed up late patiently waiting
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| Wishing you could call
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| Dreaming of memories lost in time
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| Knowing they’re all gone
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| So I take this bottle and drown my sorrows
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| And throw it against the wall
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| The higher you fly
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| The harder you fall
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| Till there’s nothing left at all |