| Fuck it I got a lot to say let me get started
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| My wife sent you a message, you act like you ain’t got it
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| The message was about you spending christmas with your daughter
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| I thought you’d give a fuck about it you’re her fucking mama
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| But still you keep playing the victim
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| Using the situation to justify your addiction
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| I hate to tell you that your daughters really starting to hate you now
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| What kind of junkie goes to jail for breaking in the neighbour’s house
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| I swear this shits getting crazy
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| I tried paying for rehab on three different occasions
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| Don’t worry now we got this me and my wife went all in
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| Until you’re 90 days clean don’t even bother calling
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| Some nights I just ride and stare at the sky
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| I wish you felt how I feel
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| Something that so fun could go so wrong, we know addiction kills
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| Some nights I just ride and stare at the sky
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| I’m wondering how it feels
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| When you lose control the truth unfolds and now we know addiction kills
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| I thought about it just the other day
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| Its been a while since you passed away
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| Man, what’s going on
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| I turned a cold shoulder to it like I didn’t know
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| That you was popping them oxycontins and sniffing coke
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| But you was smiling and laughing like it was nothing new
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| If I could turn back the hands of time I would have confronted you
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| But life don’t come with a remote so I’m stuck in the moment
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| And if I can control it why does it feel like I’m frozen
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| In a memory, stuck there for infiniti
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| Thinking about the darkness and what the streets did to me
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| My minds like a perm reel that flipping pictures
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| Of friends that’s no longer with us I hope they are forgiven
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| Some nights I just ride and stare at the sky
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| I wish you felt how I feel
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| Something that so fun could go so wrong, we know addiction kills
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| Some nights I just ride and stare at the sky
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| I’m wondering how it feels
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| When you lose control the truth unfolds and now we know addiction kills
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| The guys that played ball
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| And made it to the hall of fame
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| The same ones that I know die with a needle in their vein
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| It really ain’t the old days
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| The game just ain’t the same
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| If you ain’t dealt with it before then you ain’t felt my pain
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| I seen empires crumble
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| I seen families divide
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| I know a man that’s whole fucking family died
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| I was raised to believe that a man never cry
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| If that’s the truth why these tears laying in my eyes
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| But these men handle business so I’m handling mine
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| If you think I owe you something well then stand in the line
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| Got my middle fingers up
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| Both hand to the sky
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| Put my name on the line
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| Quit slandering mine
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| Some nights I just ride and stare at the sky
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| I wish you felt how I feel
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| Something that so fun could go so wrong, we know addiction kills
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| Some nights I just ride and stare at the sky
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| I’m wondering how it feels
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| When you lose control the truth unfolds and now we know addiction kills |