| Today, I have known what I am worth to you,
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| I have learned that to love you you have to suffer,
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| I learned the lesson very well.
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| And no, I didn't like it and I don't want to see you anymore
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| because my eyes were blinded from looking
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| the already unspeakable that only made me suffer.
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| Yes, I know that you have a very good relationship with God,
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| but with me another was the situation.
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| You didn't love me and neither did he.
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| You made me see hell without being
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| guilty of a cruel crucifixion.
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| How good it is with you sir, with me, with me it never was.
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| He was unfaithful to me, he made me cry, he did everything to me that should not be done.
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| He made me suffer, he made me sad, but with all my heart I forgave him.
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| You, you taught me that on the cross Jesus died
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| crucified for loving and for love
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| and that he died for everyone.
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| What is the reason that you did not love me?
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| If I would die for you, for no one else for you,
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| but I saw that this never mattered to you.
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| Oh, and luckily he saved me from death,
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| the self-esteem that my father instilled in me
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| with great pride and with my own dignity.
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| I told myself until here, today I have to go, break up with you, that was my obligation,
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| I did not know where to go, whether to live or die and I began to think of myself with faith and with
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| devotion.
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| And one night I saw the tissue sky full of stars, many of them formed a
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| cross
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| and gave me the sign that it was the grand finale of a constant without living,
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| it illuminated me and then I finally saw the light. |