Lyrics Lost - INFIDELIX

Lost

The voices are inside my head they’re telling me that everything’s not perfect
Sometimes when I am in my bed I shut my eyes and tell me I’m not worth it
I don’t know what I’m doing wrong, but right now I don’t think that I deserve
this
I feel like I am here for good, but right now I feel like I don’t have purpose
I don’t even know now
I don’t even care
What is this that’s happening to me?
Got all I ever wanted
But I’m getting scared
Somebody please wake me from my dreams
I look around and I have seen the people stare and laugh at me I notice
But I keep on just doing me and hope one day finally that they’ll notice
I try my best to hide the pain but all that does is make me lose my focus
But I’m just trying to maintain that gun has pressed against my brain and loaded
I dont even know now
I dont even care
What is this that’s happening to me
Got all I ever wanted
But I’m getting scared
Somebody please wake me from my dreams
Somebody please wake me from my dreams (2x)