Lyrics Bramble - INFIDELIX

Bramble

Hook:
I am just another one
I am just a mothers son
Sitting in this empty room
My only friends a loaded gun
And now i finally see that see that none of this was worth it and the
possibilities and the fact that I have purpose I stopped believing yesterday
its time that I was away the surface cause its hella grey
Fuck that man time just needs to roll back and take me to the days when my life
it wasn’t so crap and take me to the days when every second I was smiling
because every second nowadays inside my head I’m crying
I am dying every breath I take, drowning in an open lake
I’m happy when I’m sleeping but I’m awake and that’s my mistake
I’m happy still believing because now my life’s at stake I haven’t had sex for
some months Im too depressed to masturbate
Hook:
I am just another one
I am just a mothers son
Sitting in this empty room
My only friends a loaded gun
I decide to sleep all day and my brain it only likes to go fast during the
night.
But the night is when all those devils and the demons they just creep
into my head and I question all my reasons and now I think that I am dreaming
but this seems to real
Maybe I just need to find a couple more pills
Maybe I just need to finally pull it together cause right now I am feeling like
a bird losing its feathers but.
I know Im better than this, I know that my life is full of potential,
but I am afraid now that as I get older I’m losing my balance and life is not
gentle and life isn’t equal I wanna be rich but life is not beautiful life is a
bitch
So why the fuck now am i losing all hope
If i lose control now then I am a joke
And that cannot happen and i need to prove to myself what the fuck i am worth
and prove to myself that I’m better than the person who I used to be cause that
fuckign person to me was a curse
Listen to me when i say what im saying im spittin the truth and your praying im
playing
No flipping a coin let me finish my joint then i’ll pick up this pistol click
the safety off and point