| Infinite caverns before me
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| Pulling me into vortices of blackness
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| Spinning me into a whirlwind of madness
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| Tearing my skin from my veins
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| From my bones
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| From my earthly domain
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| As I descend to face this illusion
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| Like the medicine man I am reduced to nothingness
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| I observe the DNA of what once was my fleshly parade
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| Now crawling into the earth
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| As my remains slither like serpent and worms to decompose once again
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| In this cauldron of primal blood and ritual I am freed
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| And I descend into the blackness
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| I am home I am home I am home
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| My mind begins to boil and splay its meek
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| And terrible ways that fight to keep the ego in place
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| Always spinning and hiding and denying change
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| I let go and descend further and once again
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| Praying for annihilation of these human frailties
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| Come full circle into nothingness again
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| I am reborn into glimmering shards of starlight
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| As a small still heartbeat within me ascends this
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| Darkness into blinding light
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| I know
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| When all my flesh falls away
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| And nothing of me remains
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| I will be fused with starlight
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| In an infinity of blackness
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| I am home, I am home, I am home |