| What’s the point?
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| Can your so-called honesty predict revelations?
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| This trigonometry repeals all my innovation.
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| The angles set had no equation.
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| A triangle makes sense, but our parallel lines never intersected.
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| Our love was a geometric oddity at best,
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| Something we would hate to love,
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| But yearn to detest.
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| I hoped it wouldn’t last,
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| But I never wanted it to end.
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| Hopefulness came in a pretty package,
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| And, oh my Gosh, I wanted to open it.
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| You were like a letter sent to me from the world,
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| And one of these days, I’m gonna see what it holds.
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| I can just imagine the stress being torn open with that envelope.
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| But if you can hear me, next time send a postcard.
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| Something that doesn’t need to be concealed,
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| So I can see your words for face value
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| Scribbled on the back of a place I wish I was with you.
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| This hopefulness was still in the cards,
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| And I fought the fact that it was going to be hard,
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| But I never was superstitious enough to believe in fate anyway,
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| Or luck, for that matter,
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| Or hope, I suppose.
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| Disappointment has become a revolving door.
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| You never ripped out my heart, but you ripped out my core.
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| I remember that night, that minute,
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| You said, «No one can ever replace you.»
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| Well, darling, somebody’s bound to.
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| And when you walked away,
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| I found a different suitor to take your place.
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| Her name is loneliness, and she kept me comfortable.
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| She often speaks, but she’s not very audible.
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| Her voice sounds like a windowsill cracking.
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| Sometimes a door blowing open, dancing in the breeze,
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| As I’m falling on my knees,
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| Broken,
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| But when she usually speaks,
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| She comes to me as a ghost putting coals on my back as I sleep.
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| Burning holes in my flesh as I try to dream,
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| Warming up my spine and making me afraid of the heat.
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| And that’s a ghost I wanna be.
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| I was dead set on a dead bet that put all hope to bed
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| Revenge, or just to avenge the half-baked love that burnt at both ends.
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| Pretend? |
| No, but still not real.
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| If love exists, then I guess it doesn’t know how to feel.
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| How can I show love to her,
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| When I can’t feel it?
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| How am I supposed to show love to the world
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| When I don’t believe in it?
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| I don’t know what love looks like.
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| As I close my eyes every night,
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| I’m ready to breathe, I’m ready to believe,
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| And I’m ready to be alive.
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| Just show me what love looks like.
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| Just show me what love looks like.
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| 'Cause you are love and I’m alive. |