Song information On this page you can read the lyrics of the song Constant Conflicts , by - Hotel Books. Song from the album Run Wild, Stay Alive, in the genre ХардкорRelease date: 02.06.2016
Record label: InVogue
Song language: English
Constant Conflicts |
| I spent too much time erasing, not enough time changing |
| Blurring the lines between sick and selfish |
| Hoping I can grab on for just a second |
| But I’ve learned to take what I can get |
| And use the parts that make sense |
| And relent only when I meet my own death |
| And find a pace I can circumvent |
| When was truth less about proving a point |
| And just proving someone wrong all along? |
| I’ll rest my aching joints |
| To my own broken hope and swan song |
| But maybe I’m overworked |
| Because I like breaking the healing process |
| As a comfort when I’m aching |
| With this new perspective I’m finally taking |
| I made this bed, and I will sleep in it |
| The comfort of your warm sheets |
| Will bring me to the further flames of hell |
| I made this bed, and I will sleep in it |
| Even if our honesty is building peace into a bed of nails |
| Death is not a choice, and love should not be either |
| I’ll endure the pain if our hearts endure the weather |
| The only pain worse than killing with force |
| Is killing with neglect, I guess |
| And now I know that our complacent love was completely dead |
| I will complicate this love just to feel something |
| And I’m sorry if it’s clouded all the facts |
| The rhythm of my heartbeat changed |
| In the moment that I realized you were not coming back |
| I will complicate this love just to feel something |
| And I’m sorry if it’s clouded all the facts |
| The rhythm of my heartbeat changed |
| In the moment that I conceptualize the words I masked |
| I made this bed and I will sleep in it |
| The comfort of your warm sheets |
| Will bring me to the further flames |
| I will give up all I have just to go back home |
| I’m dropping bread crumbs |
| I hope you know I hate being alone |
| You used to make my mind clear |
| Now your absence does instead |
| I heard your dog barking in the backyard |
| He only does that when you’re home |
| And I just hope you understand |
| I never meant to grow apart |
| But I knew at some point, I had to grow |
| I guess I could’ve picked a better time to learn patience |
| But now I’m learning that I am becoming |
| The one who broke my heart |
| I was a creature of habit, but with no real intentions |
| I conformed to what I understood to be happiness |
| Or undiagnosed self-medicated approach |
| To getting lost in each other’s contentment |
| Lead to a misconception of your beauty |
| I still can’t believe that I lied to you |
| Especially because when I said it |
| I thought I was telling the truth |
| I thought I was strong enough to carry you |
| But now my mind is clear |
| And I hope you hear this |
| I love you |