Song information On this page you can find the lyrics of the song Changes Consume Me, artist - Hotel Books. Album song Everything We Could Have Done Differently, in the genre
Date of issue: 08.02.2015
Record label: Tunecore
Song language: English
Changes Consume Me |
It’s a terrible statement but I never let it leave my side. |
That sickening |
realization that I’m done with this fight. |
Moments kneeling on the bedroom |
floor sickened by the entity I had absorbed, no more. |
I would not let the |
self-scrutinizing endeavor endure a precipice a monologue questioning my every |
motive. |
My disaster stricken heart feeling broken, my emotions quoted spilling |
out of a broken vase taking the place of what was once your emotion. |
Diluted with tears, an open book scribbled with fears engraved pools of ink I’m |
vocally shook; |
and I’m tired of telling myself that it’s gonna change. |
Taken by the spectacular lie that existence can end. |
Faulse-hoods predicted my |
sinners dictated my every decision. |
An exit of sorts seemed logical, cause I thought I could silence this breath. |
But contrary to my mindset, I circumvented my threats to silence the demons |
singing songs in my head; |
whispering in my ear, that ending it all is a safe |
bet. |
Comforting me as I try to manipulate my end. |
Those moments when I decided I |
couldn’t handle this anymore! |
Pins and needles infected every sensation I had |
left! |
Feeling like this love I had once found had been torn open and left broken in |
the cold -that the seams holding it together ripped open and my flesh tore open |
with that is I pray that my breathing would stop. |
And as I held those staining memories, I held on so tightly; |
remembering what |
life used to mean. |
Selfishly ready to embrace the fact that I am weak! |
But then I called to you, and I hoped someone would find me; |
and I found you, |
and I had hoped someone would call me! |
Cause I’m listening to these echoes of |
my own voice leaving damage in the cold, as I feel I have finally grown to the |
point where I can snap. |
A point of knowing I could never go back… |
And it’s in the moments I felt most alone. |
That I told myself no one was there |
for me; |
and little did I know, love with sitting right beside me, |
I just wasn’t listening. |
At this point in my life I don’t know many things, |
but I can promise you this — You are loved completely. |