Lyrics Relapse - Horus The Astroneer

Relapse

I just spent my last money on a pack of cigarettes
I’m gonna smoke all 20 then I’ll put myself to rest
Everything is all funny til you laugh yourself to death
It’s said a storm is coming I think this will be our test
Do we flop?
Or do we just dissolve into the clock?
Tell me what motivates you
To get ahead of the flock
Survival doesn’t find you
If you miss it you fucked
We all running from the same thing
Tryna keep up
I run in circles just to show
I’m everywhere at once
But y’all are catching up
And I have left myself in the dust
Hoping I open the right
Door but the motion I’m stuck in
Keeps me from sleeping at night
Look inside, I see nothing
Demons peaking through my eyes
Scoping for someone to bludgeon
This what happens when you lead a life
With none to trust in
I am not a violent man
But don’t tempt my hand
You must understand
This is where I stand
Cultivated from the sand
I have no control over the hatred in my land
Dysengage because the pain is something I can not withstand
Now I find my self in limbo
Searching for all the secrets
I’m stuck in purgatory
But something lies underneath it
There’s lessons to be learned
And advice to be headed
It’s way too late to turn back
It’s either take it or leave it
We had plans for something greater
Now I don’t see the reason
Accept defeat heart on my sleeve
Better luck next season
Tell me the reason
For the ideology that you preaching
The world has ended
Now it’s ours nothing left but to seize it
Dysengage