Lyrics Purgatory - Horus The Astroneer

Purgatory

See now
I see a little silhouette of a man
Drowning in his in shame
Blood all on his hands
Now he feel no pain
He done grown obsessed
With the void welling in his brain
Now his own momma gonna see that he’s insane
Now momma
Just killed a man
Looked up in the mirror at that ugly motherfucker
Told him «I don’t wanna see your fucking face again»
He grabbed me by the throat
Wouldn’t stop until I choke
Grabbed a knife from my pocket
And he put it through my soul
That was it
It was over
Then I slipped into a coma
And that crazy motherfuckers had control since that moment
Now I see it clearer
Now I’m searching purgatory
Tryna find another mirror
Just so I could say I’m sorry
But…
Now I feel no pain
Now I’ve grown obsessed
With the void welling in my brain
Now my mommas gonna know that I’m insane
License is suspended I got nowhere to go
I got no job so I’m hoping that the music will blow
I’m tryna jump off balconies into the people below
Start a pit catch a face kick in my own show
I’m fucking lost
I don’t fucking know how else I can cope
My heart pumping out my chest
Pressure making me choke
I am my own worst foe
Don’t believe in a soul
Not even mine
Now I know what it’s like to be low
Now I see it clearer
Now I’m searching purgatory
Tryna find another mirror
Just so I could say I’m sorry
But…
Now I feel no pain
Now I’ve grown obsessed
With the void welling in my brain
Now my mommas gonna know that I’m insane