| I never really thought of myself as a complex man
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| Or as someone who was really that hard to understand
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| But it would hardly take a genius to realize
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| That I’ve always been a lot too arrogant and a little too f$%kin' wise
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| That was a combination that made folks feel duty bound
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| To do whatever they could to try and shoot me down
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| To head off some of the things I might possibly say
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| And see if they couldn’t take some of my pride away
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| To bring me disappointment and teach me to fear it
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| Obviously these are folks that just didn’t have no spirit
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| Spirits say
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| Don’t give up (spirits say don’t give up)
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| Yes it’s time to stop your fallin'
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| You’ve been down long enough
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| Can’t you hear the spirits callin'
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| Yes it’s the spirits
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| Can’t you hear iiiiiit
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| Callin' your name x 2
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| Yeah talkin' bout spiriiiiiiiiiiits heh
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| There are people whose lives are so far of the track
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| That what they like best about life is stabbing' brothers in the back
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| And I was obviously too blind and probably too weak
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| To see who was responsible for my losing streak
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| The best way to explain it is to say simply because
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| I was looking around outside and the truth is I was
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| The one. |
| So I got locked into all of the analysis
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| And found myself locked into a kind of paralysis
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| And something was calling and I almost didn’t hear it
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| But I spent a lot of time being blessed by the spirits
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| They keep saying
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| I didn’t matter if it was a child or and adult
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| There was absolutely no-one that I could not insult
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| So that I could isolate myself somewhere off to the side
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| And continue to juggle all the possible whys
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| The warmth I wanted to generate so well
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| Had turned into a frozen hell
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| And the discouraging injustices I felt
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| Had pinned me somewhere inside a drug infested cell
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| Where those who told didn’t know and those who knew didn’t tell
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| And «I could continue to feel sorry for my self»
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| And then I heard
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| Ain’t no way overnight to turn your life around
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| And this ain’t the conversation of someone that never falls back down
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| But no matter how long you’ve been on trial
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| With the days and weeks of self denial
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| And no matter how many times you’ve tried to make it
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| And found out that right then you just couldn’t take it
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| If you are looking for a looser who found strength and success
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| Remember the spirit of Brother Malcolm X
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| And know that you can leave all your mistakes behind
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| The day that you «really make up your mind»
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| Come on brother… come on up
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| Stand on up and say… |