| Seems like every time we try to bring ourselves up
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| After the love has run out and doors have been shut
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| We stop to look around and see if anyone is there, hell
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| I really don’t see anybody anywhere and now
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| I really don’t see how I was supposed to get up off the ground
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| After we take a good look around, take a, take a good look around
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| I love you like a brother, defended ya, attended ya
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| Ain’t mean to do me wrong, I made excuses and amends with ya
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| I took your side when other friends of mine offended ya and now
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| I realize that they was right so all there’s left to do is dead ya, forget ya
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| I can’t believe I let ya just get the best of me, you acted like I disrespected
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| ya
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| Were you jealous? |
| Did you see me as a threat to ya?
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| I didn’t know that hoes are more than what a friendship meant to ya
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| I let you in my home, I even doubled up my rent for ya
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| So you can tell my exes I’m a mess in hopes they slept with ya
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| But did it ever cross your mind of who connected ya?
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| They loyalty’s with me, you really thought they’d be protecting ya?
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| You struggling for work, my fucking manager cut checks for ya
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| And now you have the nerve to say that none of us accepted ya
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| I went from friends with ya to questioning intentions and resenting ya
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| Now I can’t fucking stomach standing next to ya
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| It’s times I hate you but we grew up together girl, I raised you
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| And tried to show your little ass the ropes before they hang you
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| I seen you go through phases when our father left that change you
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| And I think it made you crazy, you were once a perfect angel
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| He pained you, I know you want somebody who can save you
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| But you should’ve saved yourself for that somebody who can face you
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| You scared and in all them lesbians that date you, they disgraceful and hateful
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| They don’t appreciate you, this life is crazy, you figure out that you ain’t
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| shit
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| But you realize that you and your sister’s fucking the same chicks
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| Your older sister keep on repeating the same mistakes and every year
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| A different dude gonna get with her, she trying to raise kids
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| The shit is dangerous, I wonder how my nieces feel
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| When everybody around ‘em keep on changing like the seasons will
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| Yo, how you supposed to teach ‘em love when you been cheating still?
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| Think about the cause before you go chasing the cheapest thrills
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| I ain’t abandon ya, I know I leave a lot but I come back to ya
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| I knew you back when you was at Kodak and getting cash for food
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| Before the cats along the avenue sold crack to you
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| And then they strung you out and now you doing things that addicts do
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| I was a champ for you, made everyone a fan of you
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| In every video and interview, I tip my hat to you
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| But what’s a man to do when everything I handed you
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| Your ass done took for granted, now the shit you doing’s damaged you?
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| You fucking raw, you spread disease to all who smashing you
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| And you sell your ass to all your kids up in the pad with you
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| It’s the example that you setting, all they have is you
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| Remember, you were younger, when you dreamed and you had talent too
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| You in the vacant, in the basement, sucking glass in ya
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| You just another number, everybody fucking pass on ya
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| And it’s ironic, you the rock and gotta have it too
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| There’s something, gotta change before it shatter you |