
Date of issue: 11.07.2019
Record label: GLOW365LLC
Song language: English
Scattered Pictures |
I’d like to have you sit back for just a little while |
I want to tell you my story, my life story |
And I’m sure, some where along the line |
That you will find comfort, joy and peace |
Just like I did |
Would you go with me for just a few moments |
Back to my childhood |
Vowed to never look twice in my book of life |
I’m on Chapter 20 |
Turning my pages backwards really show how far I’ve come |
Just a young buck itching to buzz, the womb is the gun |
Moms pushed me out her chamber, the doc caught a hots one |
She must’ve threw them headphones over her full blown stomach |
Turning my cocoon radioactive transforming within a woman |
My life begun it, skip to chapter two |
And see a picture of my father running |
My 2nd birthday; |
he never bothered coming |
But broke his neck to come through |
My mom’s crib to come through |
My mom’s ribs and within nine months I came to |
He created a splitting image in more ways than one |
And the face of his baby son and through our door ways to run |
How could you retreat on a part of you that comes out of your own needs? |
So when that n*gga let my mom suffer for 5 long weeks |
Met my old dude and gave him a chance |
I was still young watching cartoons |
Playing with toys and staining my pants |
Step Daddy psssst please, it feels like blood |
The same type of needle takes from you and fills right up |
Our bond became strong as teflon, Moms stress gone |
She pressed on like a piece of vinyl recording the best song |
Speaking of songs when the speakers were on and connected to the stereo |
She would play a lot of old school records |
Music plays a big part |
And it would stay that way til I’m old and gray |
And until things get dark |
Kind of how my future look |
Hate to use the book of my past |
Wishing that I could forget the page that I was on last |
Bringing the storm back to my spiritual garden |
I know rain equals growth |
But even the earth couldn’t survive 40 times in a row |
But it’s my life I can’t lose the page |
So let’s see daddy leaves and then this music thing |
Oh here we go, Moms threw vinyl on the stereo |
Pumping the sweet tunes |
She would sing lullabies to help me close my eyes |
And the wee hours of the night |
They finally got married |
Their wedding vows they recite |
Kissed the bride |
To my Pops was like a kiss of life |
A true and living resurrection |
'Til the rain came harder |
It’s an erection |
You see they just married |
And they was talking about below and it clicked |
She tried to cock back and squeeze |
But it jammed, she miscarried |
Now this very situation happened later on in the chapter |
Her insides |
She’s torn from the baby gone in the after |
Now you can take that both ways |
My auntie dies |
Proven in beat that we don’t stay |
And they keep telling me that it’s gon' be ok |
But it transformed for lies |
On top of that this young cat |
Gets weaker in the eyes |
And even through the bad times |
Music was always there for me |
Me with a pen and a loose leaf |
Equals one big orgy |
Cumming with it |
My feelings inside become a sentence |
Snatching thoughts from a black cloud |
That hung in distance |
And got good at it |
Just a skinny black kid with thick glasses and book baggage |
And a torn jacket |
But looking back |
I can hear them cracking jokes again |
It’s hard to see the future |
With a scratched lense and broken frame… |
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