| Yesterday when we were getting high
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| You were invited, you woulda liked it
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| I-I- I know you all too well
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| I said that we could kiss the past goodbye
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| But you weren’t excited
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| There’s no way to fight it
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| You can stay but shawty here I go
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| Should I spend a weekend in Vegas?
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| I’m living inside a moment, not taking pictures to save it
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| I mean, how could I forget? |
| My memory’s never faded
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| I can’t relate to these haters, my enemies never made it
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| I am still here with who I started with
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| The game needed life, I put my heart in it
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| I blew myself up, I’m on some martyr shit
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| Carry the weight for my city like a cargo ship
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| I’m 23 with a money tree
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| Growing more too, I just planted a hundred seeds
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| It’s ironic cause my mother was a florist
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| And that’s how she met my pops
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| And now my garden is enormous
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| «It's happening, Penny Lane, just like you said!»
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| I avoided the coke game and went with Sprite instead
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| Uh-huh, that’s word to the millions that they putting up
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| I’m trying to do better than good enough
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| What am I afraid of?
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| This is supposed to be what dreams are made of
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| But people I don’t have the time to hang with
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| Always look at me and say the same shit
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| They say «You promised me you would never change»
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| «You promised me you would never change»
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| Am I wrong for making light of my situation? |
| Clap on?
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| When 40 got some shit for me to snap on, now that I’m on
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| I don’t really want to worry about getting back on
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| I’m just trying to stay on, get my fucking buffet on
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| I heard they just moved my grandmother to a nursing home
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| And I be acting like I don’t know how to work a phone
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| But hit «redial», you’ll see that I just called
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| Some chick I met at the mall that I barely know at all and
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| Plus this woman that I messed with unprotected
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| Texted saying she wished she would have kept it
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| The one that I’m laying next to just looked over and read it
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| Man, I couldn’t tell you where the fuck my head is
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| I’m holding on by a thread
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| It’s like I’m high right now, the guy right now
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| And you could tell by looking in my eyes right now
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| That nothing really comes as a surprise right now
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| Cause we just having the time of our lives right now
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| What am I afraid of?
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| This is supposed to be what dreams are made of
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| But people I don’t have the time to hang with
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| Always look at me and say the same shit
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| They say «You promised me you would never change»
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| «You promised me you would never change»
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| I live by some advice this girl Lissa told me
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| The other day Lissa told me that she missed the old me
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| Which made me question when I went missing
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| And when I started treating my friends different
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| Maybe it was the fast paced switch up
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| Or the two guns in my face during the stick up
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| Maybe cause a girl I thought I trusted
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| Was who set the whole shit up
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| But in fact I haven’t seen them since they locked Big Rich up
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| I know but same time I’m quick to forget
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| I’m 'bout to roll me up a blunt with my list of regrets
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| Burn it all, burn it all, I’m starting it fresh
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| Cause half the time I got it right I probably guessed
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| Did I just trade free time for camera time?
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| Will I blow all of this money baby, hammer time?
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| Yeah, I just need some closure
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| Ain’t no turning back for me, I’m in it 'til it’s over |